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Today — 28 August 2025Reading

Dan Wang

28 August 2025 at 18:39

The Schneider clan will be heading to the Bay Area from September 9 through the rest of the month. If you're interested in meeting up or doing a house swap with a two-bedroom in Manhattan, or just happen to have an empty apartment that can fit a few adults and a very cute baby, please do reach out to jordan@chinatalk.media.

Dan Wang at long last makes his solo ChinaTalk debut! We’re here to discuss and celebrate his first book, Breakneck.

We get into…

  • Engineering states vs lawyerly societies,

  • The competing legacies of the 1980s in China, One Child Policy and Tiananmen vs intellectual debate, cultural vibrancy, and rock and roll,

  • Methods of knowing China, from the People’s Daily and Seeking Truth to on-the-ground research,

  • How to compare the values of China’s convenient yet repressive society with the chaotic pluralism of the USA,

  • What Li Qiang’s career post-Shanghai lockdowns can tell us about the value of loyalty vs competence in Xi’s China.

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From One-Child to Zero-COVID

Jordan Schneider: So Dan, you chose Robert Alter’s Hebrew Bible translation to sit next to your book. What can the Bible tell us about modern China?

Dan Wang: Something I wonder about is thinking less about the Old Testament, but more about the New Testament and the Catholic Church in particular. The Catholic Church and the Communist Party are very similar organizations, and it might be the case that the CCP and the Catholic Church will be enduring institutions that we’ll still find around 100 years from now — maybe even 500 years from now.

It’s no accident that the CCP resembles the Catholic Church, partly because, according to Kerry Brown, the Communist Party has spent an immense amount of effort trying to understand the Catholic Church. The Communist Party isn’t simply copying the Catholic Church, though. I understand the Communist Party to be a cross between the Catholic Church and the Sicilian Mafia, with this incredible sense of omertà and a very strong understanding that you can’t only be thugs. One has to build a church; one has to have an ideology. What we have is a very powerful Catholic Church in China that also has the omertà — that also has the gangsterism.

Jordan Schneider: One of the things I most admire about this book is how it looks forward multiple decades in a way that doesn’t bore me — unlike when someone like Peter Zeihan does it, talking about demographic destiny or geography. The way you incorporate different data points and pieces of context that you’ve absorbed over your years on this planet gives it weight that I take very seriously.

However, my critique is that you may have over-indexed on Xi and the Xi era, which at some point is going to end. Many of the forward-looking projections you have on the Chinese side are premised on whatever comes after Xi looking like what Xi was. Dan, how do you think about that issue?

Dan Wang: It’s interesting that you start by saying I may be over-indexed on Xi, because one strain of criticism I’ve seen is that maybe I’m under-indexed on Xi. In my central thesis of the engineering state, one can question whether Xi is really an engineer. On one hand, he is because he has a degree in chemical engineering from Tsinghua, but he also has a doctorate in Marxist economics, also from Tsinghua. There’s been debate about whether Xi is an engineer in the hydraulic mold set by Hu Jintao.

It’s very valid to consider that the China of the future will not look like the China of the present. In fact, we can guarantee it. But I have no confidence about what China of the future will look like in a post-Xi world. It could be that Xi Jinping represents someone like Chun Doo-hwan, South Korea’s dictator who intensified Park Chung-hee’s rule and triggered disaster as a result. Maybe someone who comes after Xi is an intensification of Xi in all aspects. Maybe it’s someone who looks quite different.

Given that we have to draw lines forward to some extent from what we have right now, I’m reluctant to assign a big rupture in China’s political traditions based on the idea that whoever replaces Xi might not end up looking like him.

Jordan Schneider: The story you focus on from the late 70s and 80s — which was a time in CCP history when you see more vibrancy, more lawyerly energy coming into the party — you focused on the most horrific, repressive arc of that period, which was the one-child policy and all the state invasion and suppression required to execute it.

But there are other stories you can tell about the late 70s and 80s that speak to many of the challenges you see in China today and project into China’s future. There’s the idea of a society that can create interesting cultural goods, party leadership that distrusts the people, bottom-up political innovation, economic innovation beyond what the state controls — and the state being more understanding of that than maybe it is today. How do you read that history beyond the universe that the one-child policy created?

Dan Wang: The 1980s were certainly China’s most interesting decade, and maybe it’s understudied and under-theorized. As you note, I spend quite a bit of time thinking about the one-child policy, and I didn’t quite grasp how brutal its enforcement was, partly because it was a while ago. The peak enforcement happened in the early 80s and then another wave in the late 90s, before both of our lifetimes. Much of the one-child policy enforcement focused mostly in rural areas, and we don’t have as many rural perspectives relative to elite urban perspectives.

That was one of the big stories of the 1980s. But you’re right — there were many other big stories. The 1980s is cited by many people, especially of my parents’ generation, as a decade when every question could have been asked inside Chinese society, inside the Communist Party. This was the decade of rock and roll. This was the decade when people really believed that China would have some degree of political liberalization.

Those questions kept persisting and might even have had a resolution different from how we know it resolved in June 1989, when the forces of liberalism were comprehensively crushed and the party took a pretty different direction. We could draw a different line from the 1980s, and maybe we should. But given that it ended with a really dramatic act of political repression and given that the conservative reformers — perhaps represented by Deng Xiaoping as well as Li Peng — had the upper hand, maybe the story is still more about politics than creativity.

Jordan Schneider: You have these two lines that capture the inverse of what the 1980s felt like. Someone you met in Chiang Mai who left China told you that contemporary China “feels like a space in which the ceiling keeps getting lower… To stay means that we have to walk around with our heads lowered and our backs hunched.” You also write that, “After six years in China, I missed pluralism. It’s wonderful for me to be in America now, in a society made up of many voices, not only an official register meant to speak over all the rest.”

The flip side of those two lines captures some spirit of what the 80s were like. I buy your argument that one side has won. They’ve been winning for the past 40-plus years. But even with the White Paper movement, there are still undercurrents that seem impossible to disappear.

Dan Wang: Absolutely. The currents are always out there. This is part of what makes people like Ian Johnson’s work really interesting. When he documents something like Mao’s quote that “a single spark can start a prairie fire (星星之火,可以燎原),” he’s absolutely right. It has become really difficult to comprehensively and decisively eliminate the forces of creativity — that desire for a different future. That’s always there and always worth supporting.

《三湾改编》by Xu Baozhong 许宝中, an oil painting commemorating the Sanwan Reorganization of party control over the army. Source.

Jordan Schneider: As an aside, I went into this book thinking you wouldn’t tell me many new things — that I would get your takes, but not much fresh information. The one-child policy in particular was the section that I hadn’t fully internalized. The magnitude and personal horror attached to what that meant for tens of millions of people was striking. This goes to show why everyone should read the book and not just listen to all the podcasts Dan’s going to be on over the next few weeks.

It’s a book written for a mass-market audience, but it’s also something that every single listener of ChinaTalk will derive something new, unique, and insightful from — whether it’s from your historical work, the memoir sections, the travelogues, or the big thoughts.

It’s a remarkable achievement, and I want to congratulate you on it.

Dan Wang: Thank you, Jordan. I’ve used different registers, and you picked up on exactly that. My favorite chapter to write was unexpectedly the one-child policy, because I didn’t really expect that the emotional arc of the one-child policy still produces so much anger in people. Many normally temperate people in China would be driven to a froth of rage when they remember that era. We all know a lot about Zero COVID, which is also one of the social engineering projects I write about. But the one-child policy is understudied and perhaps under-theorized.

Jordan Schneider: This is striking because we have many folks from the mainland who moved here, and there are many Chinese Americans too. Chinese Americans have siblings, but mainlanders who’ve moved here over the past 30 years basically don’t. It’s wild to have an entire generation — for literally all of human history, you have total fertility rates above 2 — and for it to go below that in such an intrusive and brutal way. Not in a slow fade you’re seeing in South Korea, but something truly heart-wrenching.

Dan Wang: I had a really interesting conversation with someone who read that chapter recently — someone who was adopted himself in the US Pacific Northwest. We’re of similar ages. One of the things he told me when he read my chapter was that when he was growing up in the late 80s and early 90s, he would sometimes go to gatherings with other adopted children. A majority of the adopted children you could find in the US Pacific Northwest were Chinese girls. This is another one of those things that unless you have some experience here, is much less vivid than you might imagine.

Jordan Schneider: It’s the ghosts of all these lives that weren’t lived. What was it, something like 40 million?

Dan Wang: That’s the best estimate right now. We still don’t have a really comprehensive consensus on exactly how many lives the one-child policy cost, partly because the data is sketchy and it’s difficult to draw these hypotheticals. According to the Communist Party, state propaganda claims that the one-child policy averted something like 400 million births. That seems to be subject to strange extrapolation that not all demographers accept.

Some demographers say that the one-child policy was pure brutality without substantially affecting the birth rate in China. Even on this crucial period — and I acknowledge this in my book — it has become difficult to figure out exactly how many births the one-child policy era averted. But based on some of the more accepted scholarly estimates, there are 40 million Chinese girls. The femicide produced by the one-child policy was very intense, with families forced to keep boys and forced to discard their infant girls.

Jordan Schneider: I don’t know if I have a transition for that. It makes me think of the Bible. I have a new one-year-old, which you were just holding for a while, and reading that chapter in the context of now being a parent hit differently. You tell these truly horrific stories — you only give two paragraphs about some bureaucrat who was the “worst performing” when it came to births and decided “we’re not having births for a month.” There were abortions on the delivery table.

It felt cliché where everyone says, “Oh, the way you read the news and see the world is going to change when you have a child.” That chapter was maybe one of the first times where I experienced a piece of history or literature that sat with me in a different way. I don’t know if I want to thank you for that?

Dan Wang: Well, I thank you, Jordan, for letting me hold this extremely cute one-year-old. Part of what made this chapter difficult to write was that my wife suffered a miscarriage, coincidentally, just as I was writing this chapter. To think that it was a matter of state policy to have conducted over 300 million abortions — which is the official statistic from the National Health Commission — as well as many forced sterilizations, the brutality meted out against overwhelmingly female bodies. That was a challenge to think about, to try to place myself back in the 80s.

Methods of Knowing China

Jordan Schneider: …And we’re going to hard pivot. Methods of knowing. You’ve worked at a similar job that I had, covering Chinese policy at a very close, full-time clip. You’ve traveled around, you’ve read extensively, you slowed down and hung out in Michigan, looked at a pretty view, and wrote a book. You explore different levels in this book as well. I guess the answer is all of the above, right? Because it’s your revealed preference. But what are the limits of those different methods of exploring the world that you’ve used that ended up creating this book?

Dan Wang: There’s never enough information and sourcing about anything to satisfy even the most niche-specific question. This is something you know as an analyst or researcher. No matter how narrowly you try to define your research task, you’ll find that the literature is endless. Many people have covered this, and yet what they have is also totally incomplete.

I didn’t try to be overly formalist in my study of China. One could spend a lot of time thinking about everything Xi Jinping said. One could simply travel around the country and talk to people and experience how life differs between, say, Shenzhen and Guizhou. One could hang out mostly in Shanghai and try to be an analyst, figure out data, and talk to business executives.

I decided that I was going to do all of the above. I was going to read every speech published in Seeking Truth 求是, the party’s main theory magazine. I was going to read some of the necessary documents, but I wasn’t going to read every issue of People’s Daily. That would be madness. Thank you to the people who do this work — you’re doing God’s work. Not really for me, but I’m glad there are people synthesizing all of this excellent work.

I decided that I had to spend considerable time traveling around the country to physically see some of the ways Guizhou is improving through the build-out of better airports, better train stations, and bigger bridges. I decided that I had to spend time talking to folks in Beijing and Shanghai — the capital for politics, the business center for how executives think about the world. I did my best to try to be synthetic and not let any single perspective override the others, but to be as synthetic and comprehensive as possible, to produce whatever mix it ends up being.

Jordan Schneider: Not to praise you too much, but many people can choose to spend their time spreading their bets across different modalities of knowledge. Your ability to abstract away to get to the aphorisms and provocations while also being able to go levels down and levels up is what makes you a unique mind. But I’m going to stop giving you compliments.

Dan Wang: This is your show — you can give me all the compliments you want. The most important thing is to tread softly and lightly. Sometimes you need to dip deeper into a particular pond, but otherwise, maybe you should just be out there figuring out new ways to explore different areas.

Jordan Schneider: Maybe this is just me talking about myself, but going deeper and narrower seems easier to be useful and interesting, versus trying to do the big synthetic thing you did with this book, which is a higher degree of difficulty.

Over the long scope of ChinaTalk, I’m trying to think over a multi-decade horizon. But you’ve shown me what it actually means to do that in this book. You showed me a different way of going even further out, to levels of abstraction in a way that’s still interesting. Maybe the biggest provocation I’ll take from this is to try to think more at that level.

Dan Wang: Shucks, this is too many compliments, Jordan.

Do Books Matter?

Jordan Schneider: All right, let’s get some critiques. Your grandfather was in the PLA during the China-Vietnam War, and he was a propaganda officer. His job was dropping leaflets on Vietnamese troops urging them to resist. That, in retrospect, sounded laughable because these guys had just fought foreign colonialists for 30 years. What was a leaflet written in shitty Vietnamese going to do to them? But you think books matter?

Dan Wang: Books do matter. Maybe books matter a little less than they used to, but even if books are declining in importance, authors are gaining in importance. Especially if we are in the age of AI, as we seem to be, authors are gaining in importance. Maybe some people are just going to be Viet Cong troops trying to resist whatever big idea is going to threaten to enter their field of vision. But it’s still important for us to try to create knowledge.

This is something I admire you for, Jordan — maintaining ChinaTalk after a rebrand, having done this for so long. You were one of the first China podcasts, right? To have persisted in this format that was novel is admirable as well. That’s something we should applaud you for. If leaflets aren’t very good, well, maybe podcasts are the answer. Thank you for taking us there.

Jordan Schneider: Speaking of podcasts, you recently did a show with Stephen Kotkin — two hours, excellent, everyone should take a listen. He spoke in a misty-eyed way at some point about the dream of authors — you write a book, it’s read one year from now, read 10 years from now, maybe even, God willing, read 50 years from now.

I found it ironic that you both brought up The Power Broker with him and had this whole nice riff in your book about The Power Broker having soured the minds of a generation of Democratic politicians. Square the circle for me, Dan.

Dan Wang: Such is the power of books. No one would describe The Power Broker as a mere leaflet, which is what I’ve written with Breakneck. But The Power Broker has certainly had tremendous influence. It’s one of several books that we can pinpoint as having created the lawyerly society. Robert Caro’s monumental work is subtitled Robert Moses and the Fall of New York.

Aside from The Power Broker, we can probably name Silent Spring by Rachel Carson, which is about pesticide use in the United States. There’s also Jane Jacobs’ The Death and Life of Great American Cities. Maybe we can toss in The Population Bomb by the Ehrlichs as well. These four works were very important in confronting the mistakes of the American engineering society throughout the 1950s — which sprayed too many pesticides, which rammed highways across too many urban neighborhoods, which had exhausted itself with these gigantic land wars in Asia. They presented a very useful corrective.

If we doubt the power of books, let’s look at The Power Broker, which just celebrated its 50th anniversary. Now, I certainly don’t have aspirations that Breakneck would be read 50 years from now. I don’t have many aspirations that it will be read one year from now. But having just a little bit more to work with to think about — it’s always going to be important to have a sense of mutual curiosity between the US and China. Even if we can get people interested for just one year, that’s very well worth doing.

Pluralism in China and America

Jordan Schneider: You brought us to America. I want to come back to this idea of pluralism that you brought up. I was having a conversation at some very fancy China meetup — is there any other kind? — which was mostly white people. One of these white people had lived in Shanghai for a very long time, had become very wealthy, was an investor, and a ChinaTalk listener. He asked me, “Jordan, why don’t you live in China?” My response was, “Well, I couldn’t do my show in China.” He said, “But you’d have such a great standard of living. You’d be a great McKinsey consultant.” (He’s wrong — I’d be a terrible McKinsey consultant.) “You could have three nurses and two house cleaners, and if you just didn’t make any trouble, then you could have a really great life there.”

Reflecting on why I left China — the proximate reason was COVID; I was outside when the country closed and couldn’t get back — but the reason why six years, which is how long you made it, probably would have been my shelf life too, is this idea of living in a pluralist society. Having the freedom to say what I want and talk to people openly who have very divergent opinions is just core to what living a good life means to me. What’s my question? Is this enough to win a cold war? Should we go there? Where do you want to go with pluralist society?

Dan Wang: Your attitude towards this former Shanghai resident — I probably have the same attitude. This is insufficient for a flourishing society. But let me acknowledge that certainly for many people, a life in Shanghai or perhaps another first-tier city in China — maybe we can throw in Hong Kong here — is desirable because it is very convenient. This is one of the words that many Chinese bring up — that life is just very fāngbiàn, very convenient, to be in one of these big Asian cities.

There’s no doubt that life is very fāngbiàn in Shanghai or Hong Kong. The subways work very well, there’s excellent public order, there are great ways to try out new bars and new restaurants. One could have a nanny from probably Indonesia or the Philippines if you’re living in a city like Singapore, maybe from inland China, from Anhui, if you’re living in Shanghai. There are many ways in which life in Shanghai, Singapore, Hong Kong, or other first-tier Chinese cities is just much more pleasant than in New York, where we’re chatting. Here, the subways are extraordinarily loud, the streets aren’t necessarily very orderly and clean.

We can accept all of these things. But what we also have in New York — and this is part of the reason that I’m drawn back to the US again — are bookstores. At these bookstores, one can find books very critical of the US government, very critical of both the Republicans as well as the Democrats, who have both made incredible errors. For the most part, though there have been some restrictions on protests under Trump’s regime in America right now, there still is broad latitude for people to protest all of his illegal or inhumane actions, and that is still very real. Protest culture online is also very real.

What I’m saying is that I hope we don’t have to choose. The United States should be able to have, at its present levels of tolerance of dissent, as well as very functional cities that have good subways, good bus systems, nice airports, and where people are able to get around and have a rate of improvement that doesn’t come at truly absurd financial costs. New York in particular has a really hard time building anything. I don’t see why we should have to choose between having bookstores and Port Authority bus terminals that are well renovated in less than five years — which is not within the current project as proposed by Governor Hochul right now. We don’t have to choose.

Certainly, I acknowledge that for many Chinese who move back, they really like having the convenience of their food delivered to them. They get to save quite a lot of money because their rent isn’t necessarily very high. Maybe they really don’t care to think much about politics or philosophy or ideals. But there are also plenty of Chinese who do crave these things. These are creative types — journalists, feminists, people who are interested in ideas. They’re really keen to make something of their lives in cities like New York. That’s something we should welcome here in the United States and allow them to pursue the sort of activity that is borderline impossible in China.

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Jordan Schneider: You mentioned convenience. You had a whole chapter about when China was the least convenient place in the world. I love this line:

I often think about the China Daily headline “Shanghai Has No Plans for City Lockdown.” It could be read in two ways. I first understood it as a denial that the city would impose a lockdown. I understand it now as a totally accurate explanation of what happened next: The city had made no plans for confining twenty-five million people to their homes for eight weeks.

Dan Wang: Yes.

Jordan Schneider: Breakneck written in 2019 is a much different book than Breakneck written in 2023, 2024, particularly because since 1989, we really had close to three decades of the state not really imposing on people’s lives — as long as you were Han — in a way that really wrecked what you expected a functioning middle-class, convenient urban life to be.

Dan Wang: That’s one of the scary things about the engineering state: the capability is always there to make a lot of people’s lives go off track in really big ways. Throughout the 1950s, under this earlier, more idealistic era of the pursuit of communism, maybe most of the 1950s was pretty good if you weren’t a landlord, if you weren’t a kulak. But then that terminated with Mao’s great famine, in which these quack agronomy techniques, as well as lies to the central government, terminated in a famine that killed perhaps 30 or 40 million people.

After we felt that Mao was chastened, he again unleashed the forces of total mayhem to plunge the country into the Cultural Revolution. That is perhaps not so much a typical move by engineers. Mao was much more of a poet — he was romantic, he was a warlord. That was his answer to “bombard the headquarters.” The next great trauma that the Communist Party visited was the one-child policy, which was mostly against the rural areas.

You’re right — it was good for about three decades, if you didn’t mind the steadily worsening repression from Xi Jinping, which closed off a lot of avenues for creative expression as well as dissent, both online and offline. Maybe it would have been good if you weren’t a Uyghur in Xinjiang, if you weren’t a Tibetan in Tibet.

Then everybody around the country was plunged into this pandemic control, the apotheosis of which was Shanghai — probably the greatest lockdown ever imposed in the history of humanity, when 25 million people were unable to leave their apartment compounds over the course of eight to 12 weeks in the spring of 2022. The government organized, in the early stages, no adequate food delivery to many families who went hungry so that parents could save food for their children. That was about two weeks of the Shanghai lockdown, in which the food situation was quite severe.

In the midst of all of this, you have four decades of astonishing growth from China, in which the country was growing at a rate of 8 or 9%. That created tremendous wealth, alleviated poverty, and made a lot of Chinese right now feel really good about what the country was able to accomplish. This is where I really want to grapple with both the good aspects as well as the bad aspects of China. Yes, it’s absolutely the case that the wealth creation here was astonishing. That has been much more impressive than what any other developing country was able to achieve — India, Indonesia, Brazil have not had the economic takeoff that China enjoyed that brought so many people out of misery and poverty.

At the same time, we have more novel forms of political repression that humanity has never seen before. Both of these trends are real, and they both have to be acknowledged.

Jordan Schneider: If there’s one thing that’s missing in the book, it’s the Xinjiang chapter. Given that each chapter has some personal connection or observation from you, I get it — maybe you just didn’t spend a lot of time in Xinjiang. The Yunnan arc which you portray is this happy, fun, free place where these minorities are in the mountains so they can get away with not actually doing a lockdown.

The Xinjiang arc has an engineering story there. There’s an engineering of the soul story, which is probably even more dramatic than the digital authoritarianism arc. It’s this idea that you can do to the Uyghurs what you did to all the other minorities — basically wave your hand enough and then they stop being minorities anymore. Do you want to do your analysis of that? Did it get left on the chopping block? How do you think about covering that story?

Dan Wang: You’re absolutely right that I try to cover the stories that I have some personal experience of, something like Zero COVID. You’re right that I’ve never been to Xinjiang. I wish I had the opportunity to go, but it was challenging because foreign nationals — I’m a Canadian citizen — are tracked more intensively. I never quite had the courage to spend time in Xinjiang and see things for myself. I was actively discouraged by some folks in Beijing from even attempting the trip.

I try to write about things that I could talk more knowledgeably about. There was no other reason that I left off Xinjiang. I wrote a little bit about the treatment of Tibetans, mostly going off journal articles that I synthesized into the book. But there were plenty of things left on the chopping block. I could have written more about the Three Gorges Dam, which is the world’s largest power plant and displaced about a million people in China’s southwest. I could have written more about all aspects of social and digital control that people in China have to go through.

But I also wanted to write a relatively short book. My book is under 300 pages, and I wanted to hear that people criticized that I wrote a book that was too short by 100 pages, rather than a book that was too long by 100 or 200 pages. That’s where I chose to land and that was the side I chose to err on. But certainly if I had the ability to do some reporting and if I did take a look at this analysis, I would have written much more about the ethno-religious oppression that took place mostly under Xi.

Jordan Schneider: You did cram in a lot of good writing. Some quotes:

The Chinese government often resembles a crew of skilled firefighters who douse blazes they themselves ignited.

The engineering state can be awfully literal-minded. Sometimes, it feels like China’s leadership is made up entirely of hydraulic engineers, who view the economy and society as liquid flows, as if all human activity — from mass production to reproduction — can be directed, restricted, increased, or blocked with the same ease as turning a series of valves.

What’s the point of good writing? You could have done this faster, presumably, without having nice sentences and extended metaphors.

Dan Wang: I write for one reason, which is pleasure. In my daily life, all of us must attend to our daily pleasures, and that’s going to be very important. I don’t read that much poetry, although I expect that I want to. But I spend a lot of time thinking about the voluptuous beauty of Italian comic opera. I take a lot of inspiration from the cadences and beats of composers like Mozart and Rossini and Bellini and Donizetti and Verdi. There has to be something important about if you’re going to write any sentence at all, why not make it beautiful and readable and full of cadence and full of splendor?

Jordan Schneider: We’re going to do a few more.

“As more Americans retreat into a digital phantasm, Xi will be shepherding Chinese through the physical world to make babies, make steel, and make semiconductors.”

“When Song assured China’s leadership that the population trajectories could be as firmly controlled as missile trajectories, they listened.”

“Skeptics of a one-child policy were making population projections with the aid of an abacus or a handheld calculator. Song Jian presented his group’s projections in precise machine-generated lines on graph paper; other groups drew uneven squiggles by hand. It wasn’t even a fair fight.”

Dan Wang: What does beauty mean to you, Jordan? How do you practice it? How do you try to enact it in your interviews, in your podcasting and your writing?

Jordan Schneider: I don’t know. I feel really sloppy and I guess I’m okay with that. It’s not something I spend a lot of time cultivating. We’re gonna have 200-plus newsletters this year. That means I’m not laboring over every sentence. Every once in a while I do, and then I think, “Oh wait, but if I do this, the output changes and it won’t be as much."

The subtext, the psychological undercurrent of why I do so many shows and write so fast is to quiet my brain. I’m scared of silence and the contemplation that’s necessary to do something this considered. Or maybe there’s just too much ADD to do writing like this. But yeah, I should give it a shot every Thursday — slow down and try to actually write something really worth reading.

Dan Wang: Sometimes it’s really important, Jordan, to have a pause.

Mao 70% Right, Xi 60% Right…

Jordan Schneider: Xi Jinping, 60% right? Derek Thompson says that Trump is a great assignment editor. Is it too early to give him a percentage? Because I do feel like a fair amount of the stuff he’s gesturing towards is adjacent to the critique of this lawyerly society. He’s Nietzschean and beyond law in a certain profound sense, right?

Dan Wang: I call Xi Jinping 60% correct on everything for two reasons. Many of Xi’s motivations for trying to restrain the debt of property developers or to examine some of the anti-competitive behaviors of internet companies in China — these are completely valid and well-reasoned motivations. It’s just that often the solution, Beijing’s solution, is often worse than whatever scary problem China has. I also assign Xi to be 60% correct on everything, partly because Deng Xiaoping assigned Mao Zedong to be 70% correct on everything (三七开定论). Xi would be the last person to put up his hand to say that he’s better than Chairman Mao in anything. So 60% correct for Xi.

Jordan Schneider: Pretty good, but 70% is high for Mao.

Dan Wang: Well, that’s the official verdict of history.

Jordan Schneider: Okay, but what’s your number for Mao?

Dan Wang: Mao was probably 30% correct. That might be the right projection for Trump. It’s too early to say. We need to have Trump move on from this world before his successors can really assess his legacy and maybe give him something like 70% correct in most of the things he did. Perhaps we’ll have that. Who’s going to be the Deng Xiaoping of America, Jordan?

Jordan Schneider: …Amy Klobuchar?

Dan Wang: Maybe… probably not.

Jordan Schneider: I don’t know. Jake Paul? There’s no one man.

I departed the country with a better appreciation of the self-limiting features of the Chinese system. Most notably, the Communist Party distrusts and fears the Chinese people, limiting their potential for flourishing.

If you want to make the inverse of the argument that I made at the very beginning — if we’re presuming a party is still going to be there and we’re presuming that that party has still internalized the lessons of Gorbachev, who probably didn’t fear the Soviet people nearly as much as maybe he should have if he wanted to keep the party — the guarding, literally and figuratively, is a constant you can draw through not just the post-Mao folks, but really everyone. Even the Hu Yaobangs and the Zhao Ziyangs, the most liberal folks we’ve seen, still distrust and fear the people at some elemental level. To imagine a Chinese leader coming up through the party system who doesn’t have that in their core is hard for me to project forward.

Dan Wang: That’s absolutely right. Maybe the Chinese are looking at the United States and saying, “Well, in 2016, maybe the American elites should have feared their people a little bit more, and they didn’t have quite enough fear there.” That’s certainly a possibility. Yes, it’s going to be the case that the Chinese are never going to fully trust their people, or maybe even not trust them very much at all. This is one of the reasons that China will not have a flourishing liberal society by any stretch of the imagination.

If the Communist Party goes away, we would still have a party. If the Nationalists had won before they were ejected to Taiwan in 1949, we would still have a country nursing its grievances over imperialist incursions in the past, still very intent on achieving some degree of technological primacy over the rest of the world. They probably wouldn’t be trusting their people very extensively either.

I hope that China could develop a regime that does trust its people much more than they do now, because the Chinese people are such a lovable folk. Don’t you agree, Jordan? They can be extremely creative. Their memes are no less than what American 20-year-olds and 14-year-olds are able to produce online. There’s so much wordplay with the Chinese language. There’s a lot of joking throughout China. The Chinese are very funny. People in Yunnan are very funny, which is my heritage. People in Beijing are very funny. The people in Shanghai… maybe not so funny, but most people everywhere else can be very funny.

I wish that the regime could recognize that it has a lot of people who have wonderful, creative spirits who are going to have great memes all day long. They’re going to create wonderful pieces of artwork and literature and all sorts of great shows, great movies. If they had that opportunity, they would have all sorts of wonderful jokes that they could play on us. I’m really optimistic that the spirit of the Chinese teenager is indomitable, just as the spirit of the American teenager is completely indomitable. It’s only that one of them is very actively suppressed by the state and the other is not.

Jordan Schneider: The one line I disagree with was when you say, “I missed the ambient friendliness of Americans,” as if you didn’t get that in China. I moved through the country in a different way than you did with my face, but it was still very friendly. That’s one of the things that will never leave me. You mentioned it at a different point in the book, talking about why this is the destination of choice for so many Chinese. It’s not just because it’s rich and a land of opportunity, but the cultural overlaps in terms of entrepreneurship and ease of engagement with other folks are really profound.

Dan Wang: Well, I would say that you do have a good face, and I wouldn’t sell it short. I have a different face. Not all of us can be so blessed. Certainly there is ambient friendliness in China. But there can also be an ambient “get in your face about your business” sense. There’s sometimes an ambient aggressiveness and pushiness in China, as there is in the US as well.

This is more stark to me because I spent some time in Europe. I just traveled to Europe for two months and we were mostly in Denmark. One of the things we hear about Danish folks is that they have a really hard time making friends after high school. You would have your friends from elementary school, some friends from university, maybe some friends you made when traveling to the United States. But after that, people have enough friends. They’re good. People travel around in roving packs to the bar and then they don’t really socialize with the other roving packs at the Danish bar.

It’s much easier to have a conversation with someone on the bus in New York, on the street in New York, walking around, and they don’t get up so much in your business. You’re right that there’s absolutely a lot of ambient friendliness in China. That’s one of the things I really enjoy about the place. But the flip side of that coin is that they can really get up in your business. How often are you asked as soon as you meet a new Chinese person — Are you married? How many children do you have? What’s your salary? Sometimes I don’t really feel like answering those questions. It’s a bit odd.

Jordan Schneider: The ambient anxiety as well is something very different in the US. Even when you have these think pieces about how people can’t afford rent and life is terrible, it’s not a nationally defining thing in the US the way modern anxieties are in China.

Dan Wang: This is certainly one of the many reasons I am glad that I did not grow up in China, especially not as a woman, because the pressure that women face in China is completely insane. It’s not only workplace stuff. In the workplace, you and I both know that Chinese women are many of the most capable people. They do most of the work; often they are the most efficient people in every organization and they are consistently passed over for leadership because they are not a guy. China really doesn’t treat women very well in the workplace.

Then imagine the pressure you face once you are seeing your neighbors or even worse, family over the most important Chinese holiday. Over Lunar New Year, every woman is asked one question. To the single: Are you married yet? To the married: When will you have children? It feels like, unless a woman has produced at least one child and at least one son, then she will not have broader respect within the family. Chinese women are consistently the most undervalued people, and they are the ones who should be elevated the most.

Generally, China is just a high-pressure society where one does need a little bit of pushiness to get ahead. That can sometimes be pretty wearing once you’ve spent enough time in China, because the pushiness is not really wonderful. The overworked aspects of a lot of people — 996 is real for a segment of the population who work from nine to nine, six days a week. Then they go home and face a lot of family pressures. Many people don’t have an easy time being able to afford their apartments in Shanghai or Beijing. It’s a high-pressure environment. That’s one of these things where you come to the US, you’re left alone. You go to Florida or Texas, and people aggressively leave you alone. That’s something I crave after being over there for a while.

Jordan Schneider: The pushiness of both the one-child policy stuff and now the party telling you that you need to have more kids is just — you have a number of these Orwellian flips which you document in modern society. That’s one of them. The other, of course, is COVID being this thing that would kill you and is worth not getting your cancer treatment in order to prevent, to “Oh, it’s a flu — and by the way, you don’t even need ibuprofen to get through, much less a vaccine, much less a Moderna vaccine."

You see echoes of it in the US sometimes, where Trump says, “Oh, don’t care about Epstein anymore.” But it doesn’t work really to completely turn on a gravity distortion field and just say when you were saying A is A one day, to say B is A the next day. That’s another benefit of a pluralist society — to have people, to have noise that pushes back on that.

Dan Wang: Well, this is what engineers do. They tell you for a while, “You must not have more than one child,” to “You really should have three children.” To hear that COVID is this life-threatening thing and it is our national duty to prevent any transmissions, to “Oh, it’s not that big of a deal.” This is how engineers treat society — they swerve really suddenly every so often. At some point, that is going to give people very severe whiplash.

Jordan Schneider: “Beijing has been taking the future dead seriously for the past four decades. That is why they will not out-compete the United States.” What a line!

Dan Wang: The country that will outperform in the world has a sense of humor, and Beijing has the least sense of humor of all of them — at least official Beijing. Unofficial Beijing is very humorous. One of my favorite recent pieces is a gag where Alex Boyd, who is part of Asia Society, found and translated this page of official jokes from Xi Jinping.

You can read some of these jokes from Xi Jinping himself and decide how many of them are actually funny. Humor with Chinese characteristics isn’t really going to knock us off our feet. I prefer the superpower that isn’t taking the future with such seriousness. By taking the future with such gravity — this is one of the great insights from Stephen Kotkin — there is this apocalyptic sense in communist systems. You liberalize a little bit, you slip out a little bit, and somehow the entire system will collapse. Every day becomes an apocalyptic, life-or-death struggle for the Communist Party. That sort of system will end up being fairly brittle.

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Jordan Schneider: Another quote:

Engineers don’t know how to persuade. The Communist Party insists on a history in which the party is always correct and where all errors come from traitors or foreigners, rather than acknowledging fault and telling persuasive stories. The instinct of the engineering state is simply to censor alternative narratives. Xi comes off as someone who is a little too eager for groveling respect from the rest of the world, which is exactly why he’ll never get it.

Dan Wang: Yes.

Jordan Schneider: The other Kotkin-esque moment you highlighted is this idea that Li Qiang, who was the mayor of Shanghai initially, was one of the people trying to keep his city more open. But once it came down to it and he got the order, he implemented the biggest lockdown in human history. He became the most reviled local politician in the entire country, and then he got the biggest promotion anyone can get — to be premier. It’s such a reminder that while China is a country where people are promoted on performance at some level, once you reach the top rungs of power, it’s about loyalty. This man delivered on what he was told to do, even when it came at what would be considerable political cost in a democratic society. This is still a crazy system we’re dealing with — that’s not political logic.

You make the point that basically every party in the world that was in charge during COVID lost votes after COVID ended because people were upset about that time in their lives. But to have the emblem of bad Omicron-era COVID policy now be someone people are going to see on their TV for the next five years — this is remarkable.

Dan Wang: Well, maybe he’s going to be squeezed out of TV because he seems to be a remarkably weak premier by the standards of Chinese premiers. You’re absolutely right that in every pandemic country, the ruling party lost vote shares. It’s only in China that the most hated emblem of zero-COVID restrictions gets promoted to the top — the highest any politician could go under Xi.

Jordan Schneider: The idea that Kamala would have Fauci as her running mate is basically what we’re talking about.

Dan Wang: Yes, that would be quite something, wouldn’t it? This surely degrades and erodes some of the competence of other people inside the Politburo and Central Committee, because there were plenty of people who perhaps administered their cities more effectively with pandemic control policies.

One could debate how effective Li Qiang was. One could say he did his best trying to resist a very fierce lockdown, and then when that shifted, he was in charge with another vice premier of implementing that lockdown. Maybe he simply followed orders and did the best job he could. But certainly, I wouldn’t have expected after the Shanghai lockdown that Li Qiang, who was one of Xi’s protégés, would be promoted to anything as high as premier within the Chinese system. For him to become premier must surely have bred considerable resentment within his peers who looked at what an awful job he perhaps did. You can maybe debate that, but Li Qiang certainly created a lot of misery. For them to see this guy vault over them in terms of party hierarchy cannot feel good for other cadres.

Li Qiang inspects mask production outside Shanghai, January 2020. Source.

Cold War 2.0?

Jordan Schneider: You’ve got Rickover, Moses, and Eisenhower as Americans you’re shouting out — all perhaps peaked in the 1950s or early 1960s, all products of Cold War America. Moses was doing his thing even in the ’30s, but there’s a narrative that was maybe a little more prominent in American politics a year or two ago: that Cold War framing is the thing that will get the US out of its engineering rut. We will do big things because now we have another adversary, and we’ll break eggs and build amazing stuff again because we have a new replacement for the Soviet Union. You’re still hopeful, though, that we can get there, even if this isn’t the defining framework for America for the next few decades.

Dan Wang: I certainly don’t hope we repeat all the mistakes of the last Cold War, which wasn’t very cold for Vietnam, which wasn’t very cold for Laos, and which wasn’t very cold for Afghanistan. The US and Soviet Union made tremendous mistakes and inflicted horrors on foreign populations, as well as somewhat on their own populations, in the course of pursuing the Cold War. I’m reluctant to say the US should desire or embrace anything resembling a Cold War, given how the last one went.

I’m hopeful the US will be able to recover some of its engineering chops, because it’s become tremendously obvious that the US needs to do this without any framing of China as the great adversary. We’re in New York right now. Affordable housing is a very big issue. New York can’t build subways at less than $2 billion per mile, which is far above European levels of construction. The US can’t fix Port Authority Bus Terminal in under five years. This is to say nothing of Massachusetts or California, which have really bad construction issues. None of that needs to implicate China. That’s purely an American lawyerly society problem.

We have movements like the Abundance Agenda trying to make sure US big cities are able to build quite a lot more. There’s broad complaint within both the American left and right that the US manufacturing base has rusted top to bottom, where apex manufacturers like Intel and Boeing have just an unbroken tail of woe if we look at any of their headlines. The US manufacturing base wasn’t able to produce anything as simple as masks and cotton swabs in the early days of the pandemic. That was pathetic.

We also have a defense industrial base that has significantly rusted, with the US unable to produce a lot of munitions or naval ships on time. Maybe the defense industrial base has to implicate China, but really that implicates already existing problems as well as the war in Ukraine, which took a lot of munitions from the United States.

The US needs to fix its own problems, not to be able to confront China, but because it has been doing pretty badly itself. The same goes for China — the contest will not go to the country that builds a bigger rocket or more homes. The contest will be won by the country that’s able to deliver better for its own citizens. That’s ultimately where both countries really need to get to.

Jordan Schneider: I agree with that. The question is: if we need a fundamental rethink and Cold War framing from 2020 to 2024 didn’t get us there, is Derek Thompson and Ezra Klein and Dan Wang evangelizing enough to have our Sputnik moment 2.0? Not only does it address the international stuff, but it also gets you the interstate highway system equivalent for what we need today. That’s our only data point. Maybe we can go back further in history.

Dan Wang: I’m also unsure that Cold War framing will work because right now, as we’re speaking at the end of August 2025, President Trump seems to be the most pro-China member of the White House, and he doesn’t seem terribly interested in a Cold War. A reporter asked him whether he should welcome more Chinese students to the United States. He responded, “It’s our honor to have them.” He’s right. The US should be attracting more students from China as well as from all nations. That won’t work if the commander in chief is uninterested in having a cold war.

We’ve tried to impose this Cold War framing for a while, and it hasn’t worked, at least so far. Maybe we will get there in some other way, but there isn’t a single knockdown argument that will have the US recover some of its engineering chops. There need to be many types of arguments, and the worse the situation becomes, the more the US needs to do.

Jordan Schneider: Mike Gallagher had an op-ed in the Wall Street Journal basically saying we should dramatically tighten immigration policy from China. You have a USCIS head saying that F-1 visa holders should understand that they’re not welcome here after graduation, and OPT may be going the way of the dodo bird. We’ll see how it plays out. It’s clear that Trump is not entirely on board with this. But I wonder if Xi is going to do something more dramatic than a balloon — which doesn’t necessarily have to be an invasion of Taiwan — that clicks, that gives the Cold War framing a second breath of fresh air.

Dan Wang: Maybe. But I suspect Xi has studied his history and is really reluctant to give Americans an excuse to engage in another Cold War. Even the balloon seemed like it might have been an accident where the leadership didn’t know about it. We can deal with balloons, Jordan. We can deal with balloons all day.

Jordan Schneider: Yeah, but can we deal with 50 Filipinos dying or something? We’ll see. As Kotkin says, history’s full of surprises. One thing we know about history is it’s full of surprises.

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On the Cold War stuff, when I had you and Ezra and Derek on, you asked me if the US should have a goal of constraining Chinese growth. Do you have an answer to that question? How would you frame our policy optimization function when thinking about that?

Dan Wang: The US should not be seen as being in a position to constrain China’s growth. It would be disastrous for the US if the Chinese earnestly believed that the US government was trying to hold down China’s innovation prospects or economic growth prospects, because that would seem very dramatically unfair. Now, there are some people in Beijing who already believe some version of this, but that’s not necessarily consensus.

It’s important for the US government to communicate that it wants a good future for Chinese people everywhere. There’s nothing Trump would lose by saying that he wishes the people of China can be rich, well off, and happy.

Jordan Schneider: Let’s close with some book recommendations. I don’t know why — read the Bible, Stendhal, someone you recommended to me the other day.

Dan Wang: The Book of Exodus, Jordan. That’s where it’s at. Maybe bested by the Book of Genesis. But the five books of the Torah — that’s something really important here.

Jordan Schneider: But you’re just shrugging off Prophets and Writings?

Dan Wang: Well, Ecclesiastes is very beautiful. As Robert Alter translates, the chapter is called Kohelet. There’s certainly a great deal of beauty in the Song of Songs and in the dreariness, frankly, of Ecclesiastes or Kohelet. Something important for us all to keep in mind is that the heart of the wise dwells in the house of mourning, while the heart of fools dwells in the house of mirth.

Jordan Schneider: Dan, what’s our outro song?

Dan Wang: There is no music more sublime than the ending of The Marriage of Figaro by Mozart, in which the Count asks and begs for forgiveness from the Countess for all of his incredible indiscretions.

Yesterday — 27 August 2025Reading

China's best short fiction of 2025

27 August 2025 at 23:21

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This is a cross-post from the Cold Window Newsletter, a literature Substack about new and untranslated fiction from China. Each month, it features a handful of authors, books, trends, and news items from the Chinese literary world that haven’t yet caught much attention in English.

Over the last few months, I’ve sampled nearly every new Chinese short-story collection that’s come out this year.1 I want to tell you about my favorites.

Special: In search of the best new fiction in China

As of this summer, Chinese literary fiction is in a bit of a tough spot. Inside the country, there’s undeniable suspicion of literary writing affiliated with the cultural establishment: it is not a compliment to call someone 体制内, “inside the system.” A recent plagiarism scandal implicating many young establishment authors, and the schadenfreude with which their downfall was greeted on the Chinese internet, made this distrust abundantly clear.2 Outside of China, translators are working as tirelessly as ever to bring worthwhile stories out into the world, but there are still far too few young Chinese writers who get any sort of attention abroad (although I do think this tide is beginning to turn).

That’s why I decided to try reading everything newly published in China this year. This project was intended to be a pulse-check, an attempt to investigate in good faith the throwaway complaint that you see from Chinese readers online all the time: there’s no good literature in China anymore.

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Surprise: that complaint is wrong. The five books below are some of the best I have ever read in Chinese. They’re mostly by women. They’re all by writers born after 1980. And, to a greater and greater extent as you move up my ranking, they all poke at the boundaries of today’s urban, technologized, hyper-globalized society, until it’s hard to tell what’s fantasy and what’s reality. That’s the kind of story that makes Chinese fiction worth reading right now. And it’s the kind that can only be written by young authors.

Let’s get into it.

Some stray thoughts on this project as a whole

  • Speculative elements were extremely common across the whole sample and were nearly ubiquitous in my top 5. Not the hard sci-fi that China has become known for since The Three-Body Problem, but more commonly the uneasy, dreamlike invasion of magical or uncanny elements into everyday life.

  • Related: stories about the internet were everywhere in the collections I read. English-language authors accurately capturing a text conversation in Serious Literature still feels like a rare achievement, but Chinese fiction seems to include convincing text-speak as a matter of course at this point.

  • Domestic abuse and sexual assault were notable recurring themes across the sample, but I generally found that they were treated with the appropriate gravity, which is not always a given. If you read along with my recommendations, be forewarned that the top two entries on my list are particularly graphic in this regard.

  • My favorite stories, nearly without exception, were long-ish novellas of the kind that are too long to ever ever get published in an English-language literary periodical. Someone invent a platform where we can publish high-quality translated novellas!!!

  • Chinese cover design is just better than almost all of what I see in the US. Look at the book covers below. I’m not crazy, right?

  • Overall: this project required a lot of reading. Some of the books on offer were boring, some were bewildering, and a handful were just bad. At least one was a strong contender for my top 5 but had to be dropped when that summer plagiarism scandal hit. I didn’t read any of the books in full, just in pieces, whittling away the ones that lost my interest until I was left with the list below. (I know I picked a good top 3 because they kept me reading late into the night, long after I should have set them aside and moved on to the next contestant.) Reading all these stories was exhausting and super fun, and I’d love to reprise the challenge for the second half of 2025.3

5. 邵栋《不上锁的人》(Those Who Leave the Door Unlocked by Shao Dong)

This entry is the odd one out on my list. I’d never heard of the author until he was nominated for the Blancpain-Imaginist Prize 宝珀理想国文学奖 earlier this month; he’s a bit younger than the other writers below, the only man of the bunch, and, judging by the pieces I read, the one who’s most grounded in realistic stories about traditional life. He won me over with the story 《文康乐舞》 “Recreational Dancing.” Its protagonist is a young female documentary student from Hong Kong poking around Fujian for material, and something about her voice as a narrator, both savvy and genuinely curious, made her feel like a real person in a way that not all literary narrators do. The nauseating, heartbreaking evocation of her father’s death during pandemic quarantine kicks the story into a darker mode and proves that the author has real range. I don’t think he’ll win the Blancpain prize, but he’s got me in his corner.

Shao Dong 邵栋
Born 1989
Recommended story in Chinese: 《文康乐舞》(excerpt)
Originally from Changzhou in Jiangsu Province, Shao Dong holds a doctorate from the School of Chinese at Hong Kong University. He currently serves as an assistant professor in the School of Humanities and Sociology at Hong Kong Metropolitan University. His fiction has appeared in Harvest, October, Shanghai Literature, and Hong Kong Literature and has been recognized with the first Lin Yutang Literature Award and the Hong Kong Youth Literature Award. His books include the fiction collections 《空气吉他》 Air Guitar and 《不上锁的门》 Those Who Leave the Door Unlocked, and the academic monograph Projecting on Paper: Yingxi Novels in the Early Republic of China. Air Guitar and Those Who Leave the Door Unlocked were both nominated for the Blancpain-Imaginist Literary Prize.

4. 默音《她的生活》(Her Life by Mo Yin)

I’ve always been curious about Mo Yin. I like that she translates novels from Japanese, including one by Yoko Tawada (Memoirs of a Polar Bear) that has gotten a lot of acclaim in China this year. I like that she has a reputation for mixing genre elements into literary writing. I like that this Reddit user went to the effort of making a (really good!) guide to her work, even though nary a word of her fiction has ever been translated into English so far. Sounds like something I would do...

《她的生活》 Her Life seems to have flown mostly under the radar within China, a small flourish between her better-selling novels and translations, but it proves that everything I’d heard about her writing is true. Consider the novella 《梦城》 “City of Dreams,” a sci-fi take on Hollywood set in future Japan. Through the eyes of a TV producer navigating corporate interests and cast-member intrigue, we explore a sci-fi world that feels upsettingly familiar: climate crisis, celebrity deepfakes, portable VR technology (“dreamvision”) that encourages you to isolate yourself from the world. I only learned later that Mount Fuji Diary, the book being adapted for dreamvision throughout the novella, is a real diary by Takeda Yuriko that was translated into Chinese by Mo Yin herself. The density of the ideas and references that Mo Yin plays with here is astounding.

Mo Yin 默音
Born 1980
Recommended story in Chinese: 《梦城》(excerpt)
Mo Yin is a novelist and translator. Her books include the fictional works 《甲马》Warhorse, 《星在深渊中》The Star in the Abyss, 《一字六十春》 One Word, Sixty Springs, and 《尾随者》 Tailgaters. She has also translated many literary works from Japanese, including Handymen in Mahoro Town by Shion Miura, Memoirs of a Polar Bear by Yoko Tawada, Normal Temperature in Kyoto by Kiyokazu Washida, Child’s Play by Ichiyō Higuchi, and Daily Notes and Mount Fuji Diary, both by Takeda Yuriko. Her newest collection of short fiction, 《她的生活》 Her Life, is accompanied by a sister book entitled 《笔的重量》 The Weight of the Pen, a collection of literary criticism.

3. 郭爽《肯定的火》 (Undeniable Fire by Guo Shuang)

I only read one of the three long pieces in this book, but it immediately made me want to press it into a new reader’s hands. The novella 《拱猪》 “Push Out the Pig” (named after a card game) is just such a perfect showcase of what new Chinese fiction is so good at: documenting the anxious disconnect between old and new, between parents who grew up in poverty and their children who grew up on the internet. I don’t know if Guo Shuang is a participant in fan culture herself, but she does an admirable job portraying how absorbing, liberating, and ultimately crushing it can be for a working-class child to seek escape inside online fandom. This deserves to be one of the first books people read if they want to learn about class in contemporary China.

Guo Shuang 郭爽
Born 1984
Paper Republic
Recommended story in Chinese: 《拱猪》(full story)
Available in English: review of 《月球》 Planet Moon in the China Books Review
Guo Shuang was born in 1984 in Guizhou. Her fiction has been published in Harvest, Writer Magazine, Mountain Flowers, Zhongshan, and West Lake. Her books include 《月球》Planet Moon, 《我愿意学习发抖》 I Want to Learn to Tremble, and 《正午时踏进光焰》 Stepping into the Noontime Light. She has been the recipient of the Selected Fiction Newcomer Prize, the Zhongshan Star Young Author Award, the West Lake–New Chinese Literature Award, and the Chu Jiwang Literary Award.

2. 杜梨《漪》 (The Ripple of Shattered Cuckoo by Du Li)

No, the official English title of this book does not make any sense. But it still sounds kind of good, doesn’t it?

Now we’ve arrived at the truly magical writing on my list. I predicted in my end-of-year coverage for 2024 that 杜梨 Du Li would be an author to watch this year, and I’m pleased to discover how right I was. Her writing is not easy to read, at least for a non-native speaker—it’s dense, fast-paced, and prone to unexpected leaps into hallucinatory nightmarescapes. But it’s worth the effort.

There’s 《三昧真火》“True Samādhi Fire,” a novella about an amateur rapper named Najia who has to contend with unexpected fame after her verses at a local competition go viral. In mingling satire about Beijing youth culture with a gradual excavation of the troubled life Najia left behind in her home province, the novella manages simultaneously to be silly, contemplative, learned, and very dark.

And then there’s 《鹃漪》 “The Cuckoo Vanishes,” Du Li at her unsettling best. A young couple moves into an apartment known for uncanny occurrences—and, as in any good haunted-house story, it’s less the apartment that turns out to be haunted than the occupants themselves. At every turn I found myself thinking back to 《竹峰寺》 “Zhufeng Temple” by 陈春成 Chen Chuncheng, one of my favorite short stories of all time.4 Both stories use the collision of traditional culture with the present as the root of a mystery story—in “Zhufeng Temple,” it’s a legendary stone stele that has gone missing; in “The Cuckoo Vanishes,” it’s a Ming-dynasty text linked to women disappearing into their dreams. The difference is that Du Li, unlike Chen Chuncheng, likes to dive deep into the haunting nonsense aesthetics of a nightmare. The worlds she describes are disturbing—both the dream world, and the real world that it masks.

Du Li 杜梨
Born 1992
Recommended story in Chinese: 《鹃漪》(excerpt)
Du Li is a novelist and translator. A contracted author at Beijing’s Lao She Literature Institute, she received a master’s degree in literature in England and currently lives in Beijing. Her books include 《致我们所钟意的黄油小饼干》 You’re the Holy Light of My Junky Life, 《孤山骑士》 Knight of the Lonely Mountain, and 《春祺夏安》 Seasons of the Palace. She has received recognitions including the Hong Kong Literary Award, the Paper–Mirror Image Nonfiction Award, the Zhongshan Star Best Young Author of the Year Award, and a gold medal at the He Cailin Science Fiction Awards.

1. 张天翼《人鱼之间》 (Beyond Truth and Tales by Zhang Tianyi)

One thing that this project has taught me is that I like fiction that overflows with ideas. If an author has a capacious enough brain to come up with ten wildly different storylines and figure out how to weave them together, I don’t want her to cut a single one out. Give me writing like a rainforest: bursting with so many sights and sounds that I can’t take it in all at once, but still somehow forming a single dense, fecund ecosystem.

That describes all the books on this list to a greater or lesser extent, but none more than 《人鱼之间》 Beyond Truth and Tales. 张天翼 Zhang Tianyi takes the elements of the other books I liked and dials them up to eleven. Allusions to classic texts? The whole book is structured around postmodern deconstructions of myths and fairy tales.5 Speculative elements reflecting the excesses of real-world pop culture? This is the only book on my list where you will find a candy-colored parody of Hogwarts where students wear skinsuits to look like their favorite celebrities. (See《豆茎》 “The Beanstalk,” the collection’s closer.)

Most of all, Beyond Truth and Tales is just fun to read. Like Du Li, Zhang Tianyi knows how to make a silly moment deadly serious—and more importantly, she knows how to pull a deeply upsetting plot out of a tailspin and give you permission to laugh. I couldn’t help getting deeply attached to the awkward, endearing protagonists of 《雕像》 “The Statue” (a classical-art-themed romance)! And at the end of “The Beanstalk,” when it finally clicks into place how the story’s various threads link to each other—reader, I gasped aloud.

Zhang Tianyi is already a celebrity for her prior collection, 《如雪如山》 Like the Mountains, Like the Snow, which is among the most influential works of Chinese fiction from the last five years.6 If her writing stays this good, then we’re going to be reading her for a long, long time.

Zhang Tianyi 张天翼
Born in the 1980s
Recommended story in Chinese: 《豆茎》(excerpt)
Available in English: “Pottery Husband” (purchase); 2023 feature in ChinaTalk
Zhang Tianyi is a freelancer and a handcrafter of novels. She enjoys tulips, islands, swimming, cheese, and horror movies. She is catless. She once grew an osmanthus tree. Her books include the fiction collections 《如雪如山》Like the Mountains, Like the Snow and 《扑火》 Jumping into the Fire, as well as the essay collection 《粉墨》Face Powder. She has received the Zhu Ziqing Literary Award, the Zhongshan Star Literary Award, and the Flint Literary Award, and her work has been adapted into film.

That’s it for this issue. If there’s more good fiction you think I missed, let me know. Look forward to a shorter, more personal interim post in the near term, and another full issue next month. Thanks for reading.

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Specifically, every fiction collection by a Chinese writer that came out before June 30 of this year, with the exception of a few books by older authors who don’t really need more exposure in English (sorry, Can Xue 残雪), as well as a smattering of interesting collections that I couldn’t get my hands on in time and will try to read before the end of the year instead. Shout out to the top-tier coverage at the Beijing Normal University Women’s Literary Workshop 女性文学工作室 for initially drawing my attention to many of these books.

2

The whole thing was depressing and fascinating and will definitely be the topic of a shorter post in the near future.

3

If you want to participate… Sharing the reading load with other literature fans would help me ensure that future round-ups like this reflect more than just my subjective opinion. Reach out!

4

A Chen Chuncheng collection is supposed to finally come out in English next year and I CAN’T WAIT.

5

This formula cannot lose for me. If you haven’t read Angela Carter’s The Bloody Chamber, a spiritual cousin of Beyond Truth and Tales, you really must.

6

Like the Mountains, Like the Snow and Chen Chuncheng’s 《夜晚的潜水艇》 A Submarine at Midnight are the only two indisputable classics by young Chinese writers so far this decade. Can we get both of them in English, please? Please?

#098 这代人还有机会吗?

27 August 2025 at 10:08

大家好,今天我们从一位听众的问题说起。

这位听众在推特上问:“老师,00后这一代人在这片土地还有机会吗?” 这是个困扰很多人的问题。相比于60后到90后,中国社会为00后这代人提供的机会的确要少得多。经济进入下行期,而且很可能长期下行;政治进入荒诞期,除了间歇性歇斯底里一下,就是铁屋子的日常。极权政治+老人独裁是各种独裁中最劣质的搭配。

但中国历史上大部分时段都说不上好时候。改革开放三十年,是个短暂的例外。现在,至少改革开放的红利一时半会还糟蹋不完。无论从哪个方面讲,现在都还算不上过去两百年中国最坏的时候。生在历史的好时段,还是生在历史的坏时段,不是我们自己能决定的。我们自己能决定的是,我们怎么看这个时代,怎么保持清醒的判断,还有更重要的是,我们能做什么。

从这个角度,我回复那位推友说:“有没有机会看个人,不看哪片土地,也不看哪代人。”

另一位推友显然不这么看,他反问:“是吗? 49年到76年有什么机会?”他大概以为,只有眼睛看到的,手能摸的到的,马上就能一把抓住的,才叫机会。这可能是对机会的最大误解。机会不是人生到了某个时段,自动出现的一个环节。

很多年轻人从出生到大学毕业,整个教育过程都是被动的。就像产品生产过程的一个部件,从一条流水线,被推到下一条流水线,然后被从教育流水线上推出来,成为一个肉身产品,再被推进公司的一个职位。那不叫机会,那只是流水线上的一个环节——只要你是个合格产品,只要是流水线不出故障,就会被自动推到下一个环节。

但现在流水线出了故障,不再是每个合格的教育产品都能自动被推进工作环节了。在流水线运转顺利的时候,大部分人不需要分清楚机会跟环节的区别。现在流水线运转不畅了,自动环节没了,正是看清什么是真正机会的时候。

任何机会都有一个时间维度。对我们大部分人来说,真正的机会出现在未来的某个时间节点上,而不是现成的摆在我们眼前。要抓住机会,必须先准备好自己。如果准备充分,加上天时地利,甚至可以自己创造机会。

那位推友用反问句问:“49年到76年有什么机会?”那个时段当然充满了机会,只是他跟大部分人一样,不知道机会有个时间维度,每个想抓住机会的人,都需要时间来准备好自己。他可能只看到毛死了以后,改革开放了,才有机会。但他没看到,改革开放之前,中国各个阶层都有无数人在耐心准备自己,毛一死,是那些已经准备好自己的人首先创造了机会,抓住了机会。这些创造机会,抓住机会的人知道,机会有个时间维度,真正的机会是在未来某个时间节点上。

改革开放挑大梁的、挣大钱的、在各行各业功成名就的,大都是49年到76年成长起来的人。但是,同时,那些打砸抢的、下岗的、被用废即弃的,也是那个年龄段的人。个人不能选择自己的时代,但可以选择自己干什么。

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莫问世界1:从土耳其到荷兰,她如郁金香般的游荡路线和动荡艰难

莫前言:

你还记得小时候,瞭望世界和自己的未来时,给自己想象的理想职业吗?

在这个大家因为职业而感到倦怠的时代,这个问题多少有些古老和遥远。

可是我一直还记得。

我在非常小非常小,甚至走路跑步还不怎么顺畅灵活的时候,扶着家里养鸡的鸡筐,对着吃我鸡蛋的叔叔展开了激情输出,条分缕析地指责他一个大人不能吃我一个婴幼儿的东西。语言能力发育早于和优先于肢体发育,这是我给我的家人们留下的极深的印象之一,因此在我成长过程中它们不停地念叨我扶鸡筐骂叔叔的故事。这个故事随着我长到30多岁或许它们都已经忘了,我却一直清晰地记着。

另一个故事是,我当时当老师的四爷爷(我爷爷的弟弟),指着我和家人说:“她长大会当律师或者记者啊!”在闭塞的乡村,很少有人会提起这样的职业,而老师的威严简直是无限高的。所以人很容易相信,老师说的话是金玉良言,是箴言预言。而有了这样的相信,人就很容易成为一场自我实现的预言。

预言的成真并不在于我真的成为了记者或者律师(我也庆幸我没有成为,在新闻和法律都通通死亡的环境里,我的职业理想和生活理想都会灰飞烟灭),而在于这两个职业的共性我时至今日一直在做:对真问题和真答案矢志不渝的提问,追问和探索。

我不仅每天问自己,也问别人,问多年相交的朋友,也问在世界各个角落萍水相逢的陌生人。在日常生活里问,在播客里问,在我写的文章里问,通过这个时代的新的媒体渠道,我把我想问的问题以雷达的方式发射出去。

所以我的职业理想是什么呢?是一个提问者,是一个采访者,是一个永恒对世界和它人的真实面貌和运行机制充满了兴趣和好奇的人。

2025年8月放学以后刚更新了一期四个半小时的播客《56 向世界和你随机发问:这些问题都是谁有答案呀?!》算是我满足职业理想的一期播客,它被剪到四个半小时实在是因为这是播客内容时长的极限和绝大部分听友能接受的极限,却不是我提问的极限。倘若可以,我可以提问24小时不停歇。

有一句话是:“想知道你热爱什么?看看你把自由支配的时间用在了哪里。”我在大学四年和工作五年的闲暇时间里,把我绝大部分的时间给了各式各样的访谈节目,正经严肃的,轻松愉快的,戏谑辛辣的,我风卷残云地吸入,有时候因为时间有限但是我都不想错过,我甚至偶尔同时在电脑上开4个访谈节目的窗口,一起看看当天的哪个最好。

徐熙娣,蔡康永,柴静,鲁豫,易立竞,杨澜,许戈辉,李静,锵锵三人行,阿雅,甚至现在已经不在访谈届活跃的张丹丹,已经消失的光线巨多主持人群访的节目,都是我自由时间的美味主菜。我所学的专业和我的职业理想毫无关系,但是我每日都在闲暇时间给自己进行无意识的职业训练。

我还尤其热爱观看采访者采访采访者(一个套娃)的节目,对我简直是饕餮盛宴,比如鲁豫在节目里采访杨澜,采访许戈辉,前些天我还看到鲁豫和易立竞的对谈,这些能给我带来的满足简直是无可比拟的:因为从她们的对谈中,我能学习到更多关于采访,关于提问的秘诀,了解她们如何做准备工作的,如何在恐惧退却不安时向前一步提问的。每次学到一点点,我都有偷蜜盗香的快乐。

在学习了这么多,我如今决定也来进一步实现一下自己的职业理想了。

先以文字的方式开始,在newsletter(https://afterschool2021.substack.com/)和游荡者平台(www.youdangzhe.com)开启我的“莫问世界Echoing the World (英文名源于我的名字Echo和我想听到世界的回声-echo)”系列。我第一波要采访的对象,就是来自世界各地的游荡者们。

为什么要向游荡者进行提问呢?

因为从故乡故土离开,前往世界游荡,需要莫大的勇气和弹性。而拥有勇气和弹性的人,可能性也最辽阔。我想通过我的采访和提问,把勇敢者的故事记录下来,分享出去。我也相信在游荡路上的人,过着更intense(激烈强烈)的生活,也更有希望和可能,在生活的变动和自我的主动中,找到生活的答案。

这是“莫问世界 Echoing the World”的开篇第一篇,我采访我在荷兰语课上结识的土耳其同学Elif.

Elif和妈妈在3年前以难民的身份来到荷兰。我对Elif的生活非常感兴趣,是因为她极其聪明,荷兰语是我们班上最好的,我非常喜欢课上和她结伴对话。她也特别友好和乐于助人,在我需要紧急搬家的时候还帮我找房子。

同时ELif还是女权主义者,课上聊到婚姻给女性带来的灾难时我俩还跨越桌子击掌。她还非常美丽,穿的衣服也非常好看,每次去学校上课我都会看看她今天又穿了什么好看的衣服,我俩还一起讨论买的vintage衣服。

而且我还从Elif这里知道,荷兰享誉世界的国花郁金香,恰恰是来源于土耳其。郁金香从土耳其被商人带到了荷兰,开启了“郁金香泡沫”,也开始了郁金香蜚声国际的历程。

Elif像郁金香一样美丽,也从土耳其来到了荷兰。她当下的一切看起来都非常好,像春日复活节在荷兰暖阳下摇曳生辉的郁金香。所以我尤其想知道,她是如何这么好的,经历过怎样的困难和波折,才抵达如今的“好”。

下面是我和Elif的问答,希望也能对你有所启发。

访谈以英文进行,我率先把中文翻译版放在了下面便于阅读。文末还有英文原文,感兴趣的朋友可在阅读完中文后也浏览英文(可能英文能更加表达受访者的情感和感受)。也从这个系列开始这个频道会逐步开始有更多英文的内容(播客也是,明年说不定会有专属的英文系列)!

莫问世界1:莫不谷访谈Elif

1. 你是什么时候来到荷兰的?

Elif: 我是在 2022 年 8 月来到荷兰的,月初抵达,月底申请的难民庇护。

莫笔记:我是在2021年8月底来到荷兰的,刚好比Elif早了一年,现在是2025年8月底。8月是荷兰一年中最后美好的时间,在那之后风雨就会逐步到来,白天开始变短,气温开始下降,夜晚逐步更早地来临。

2. 当时为什么觉得必须要离开你所处的国家?是什么让你觉得留在那里不可能或者不安全?

Elif: 当时土耳其的总统埃尔多安与宗教领袖居伦之间存在政治问题。居伦的运动旨在传播爱、和平,更重视宗教、礼仪和教育。2016 年土耳其发生了政变,总统埃尔多安将其政变归咎于居伦及其追随者,并开始抓捕所有支持居伦的人(很多居伦的支持者在政府任职)。妈妈的朋友们一个接一个被拘捕入狱,这让她非常害怕,所以我们决定来到荷兰。

莫笔记:我从Elif这里第一次知道了“居伦运动”这个词,因为我此前非常好奇,土耳其并没有战争,怎么能够以难民身份来到荷兰申请政治庇护呢?搜索了居伦运动才知道土耳其总统将和自己政见不同的居伦和其支持者定义为了“恐怖分子”,大肆抓捕了居伦同情者或参与者。很多人只是学校的老师和公司的职员,也被逮捕入狱。很多时候当权者会以各种名义抓捕政见或者利益不同者,这在很多国家屡见不鲜,比如大家所熟知的“打黑运动”和不一定熟知的709大抓捕。

3. 为什么选择了荷兰?做这个决定考虑了哪些因素?

Elif:我们研究了几个国家,比如芬兰、法国和荷兰,最后决定来荷兰,因为荷兰的庇护程序更完善,人权也更受重视。所以我们觉得荷兰是最合适的选择。

莫笔记:这是3年前的荷兰,而去年荷兰右翼政党PVV登台,对难民和移民都提出了极其严苛的提案。庆幸的是PVV党魁今年夏天因为提出疯狂的反难民和移民的法案,得到了大家的反对,他已经怒而辞职。荷兰正在准备新的大选,我今天看到他又要再次参加选举,竞选内容包括全面停止难民接收。在全球转右的风潮中,难民需求政治庇护愈发艰难。而目前无休无止的战争和政治矛盾,正在创造越来越多的难民。

4. 最后是以怎样的方式来到荷兰的?有经历很多麻烦和波折吗?从原本的国家来荷兰花了多少时间,多少钱?

Elif: 我们持土耳其护照合法乘飞机来到荷兰。因为我和妈妈有一种叫“绿色护照”的特殊护照,所以不需要签证(政府员工工作后可获得)。我们先飞到法国,再开车来荷兰。具体花费现在我已经记不清了。

莫笔记:可见一个好护照,和会开车的技能,之于游荡中的女性多么重要!

5. 来到荷兰后第一个月经历了什么?申请难民身份的流程顺利吗?需要待在难民中心吗?

Elif: 刚来荷兰的第一个月非常糟糕。当我们决定申请庇护时,有很多庇护申请者和难民,Ter Apel 和其它难民营都很满。我们非常担心我们我们会不得不在难民营外面待几天。虽然风险很大,但幸运的是我们最终没有待在外面。难民营的工作人员为妇女、儿童和家庭提供食物和床位,但单身男性只能在满员的情况下暂时待在外面。前三天我们住在 Ter Apel,那地方很糟糕。

Ter Apel 是主要的难民中心,所有申请庇护的人都必须去那里。之后,你要么继续住在那里,要么被送到其他难民中心。我们在 Ter Apel 待了三天后,被送到一个紧急避难所,是一个学校的大体育馆,位于 Exloo,离 Ter Apel 大约 30-40 分钟车程。Exloo 是一个小而漂亮的村庄。由于难民数量多且住宿不足,这些地方被改造成临时避难所。我们在那里待了一周,没有隐私,每个人都在大大厅里睡觉,我记得大约 70-100 人,可能更多。

我们在这Exloo这个避难所早餐和晚餐。我在那里听到人们说荷兰语,当时觉得这门语言很难学,不知道如何开始学😭。当天气转冷后,我们被送到 Oss,在那里住了 2 年半。一开始到Oss我们在学校待了 3-5 个月,也是临时避难所,然后搬到预制房间。我们在 Oss 的难民营算是比较漂亮的营地,有很多活动和志愿者工作,们教我们荷兰语,我就是这样开始学习荷兰语。

莫笔记:Ter Apel是荷兰东北部格罗宁根省的一个很大的村子,和德国毗邻,很多寻求政治庇护的难民会被短暂安置在这里。我用地图绘制了Elif在荷兰3年内的生活动线,从北部来到了南部,跨越了大半个荷兰。

6. 现在对荷兰的感受还和第一个月一样吗?经历了哪些变化呢?

Elif: 最初几个月,我觉得荷兰更好。现在这里一切都变贵了。我还是不喜欢下雨😭。有句荷兰谚语说:“你不是糖做的”,意思是你不会在雨中融化,但我觉得自己会哈哈。我仍然认为荷兰是一个美丽的国家。

莫笔记:因为俄罗斯发起的对乌克兰的战争,带来了荷兰整体物价的上涨,也导致了荷兰人对难民和移民情绪的转变。之于难民和移民而言,荷兰都不如过去几年更好。当然整个世界也都如此。今天在新的荷兰语课上,我还把elif说的这句谚语分享给了来自智利的同学,她说她觉得自己糖,会在荷兰的雨中融化。土耳其和智利,都是比荷兰更少雨,晴朗的日子更多的国家。然而现在气候变化强烈,荷兰和伦敦这种往日多雨的地方最近半年很少下雨,而北京这种干燥的地方整个夏天成为了热带雨林,变得潮湿。有时候气候变化,甚至比人迁移的变化,更强烈。

7. 迄今为止喜欢在荷兰的生活吗?有哪些喜欢的,有哪些不喜欢的?

Elif: 我喜欢在荷兰的生活。我爱参加派对、音乐节,荷兰是玩乐的最佳国家,而且荷兰人很会享受生活。但每个城市都差不多,有教堂、运河、同样的房屋建筑。虽然我喜欢建筑,但久了有点无聊。我不喜欢这里的交通系统,很糟糕,价格高,而且下雨时火车总是晚点,这让我很奇怪。

莫笔记:因为我之前3年都生活在鹿特丹,一个二战后新建的城市,和荷兰所有城市都不一样,相反我住的地方和纽约的曼哈顿特别像,所以我对此的感受略有不同。不过荷兰的交通真的是相当昂贵,比欧洲消费最高的地方瑞士苏黎世的交通费用更昂贵。很多人通勤都是靠火车,很多地方火车通勤往返费用在20-40欧,而苏黎世10瑞郎买的火车票可以24小时内随便坐多少趟,还能用来坐船。

8. 如果可以回到你做决定的时刻,你还会选择荷兰吗?还是会考虑另一个国家?为什么?

Elif: 这是个好问题,我不太确定怎么回答,但我仍然会选择荷兰,因为这里繁荣程度高,自由度比其他国家大。

莫笔记:我的答案也是如此,尤其在我游荡完欧洲和全球绝大多数地方后,我依然觉得当初的自己做出了最明智的选择。

9. 如果你可以和另一个人交换人生,你最想和谁交换?

Elif: 我想和荷兰人交换人生。并非某个具体的荷兰人,我希望能像荷兰人一样自由说荷兰语,做自己想做的事。

莫笔记:我在荷兰人,巴黎人,苏黎世人,纽约人中间任选,我的前四志愿,任意一个录取我都可以。

10. 你觉得一个人离开自己故乡故土,是一件怎样的事情?是好事还是坏事?为什么?

Elif: 这既是好事,也是坏事。大多数人离开家乡是因为那里不够安全,想为自己和家人过更好的生活。离开一切是艰难的,因为你无法预知未来,但怀着希望、尽力而为,会让你走得更远。

莫笔记:我认为之于女性,是永恒的好事。虽然挑战和艰难很多,但是对自我的解放是留在原地绝不可能发生的事情。

11. 离开家乡去另一个国家生活,最需要的品质是什么?最需要克服的困难有哪些?

Elif: 这因人而异,但我觉得耐心、文化开放与尊重、韧性和适应能力非常重要。初到一个陌生国家可能非常困难。语言障碍、文化冲击、心理健康和社交孤立是主要挑战。经历这些挑战后,最重要的是保持良好的心理状态并学会当地语言,其他困难就会相对容易应对。

莫笔记:我的答案是主动。绝大部分困难是通过主动可以解决的。对我而言最需要克服的困难是不想上班哈哈哈,而想要获得永居或者护照则必须有工作合同(当然伴侣签也可以,但是和人成为伴侣,那比上班更可怕)

12. 你有感受过极度崩溃、疲惫或绝望的时刻吗?你是如何让自己走出那种状态的?

Elif: 当然有。我经历过哭泣、精神崩溃的日子。我在难民营住了 2 年半,之前说过,营地条件还可以。但我们和不同国籍的人住在同一屋檐下(私密空间和个人空间很少),这可能是人能经历的非常艰难的事情。我因为这种没有缝隙的共居生活甚至变得有点种族偏见,但我没有不尊重任何人,只是产生了一些负面情绪。我认为公共场所应保持清洁,这是社会公德。但有些人做不到,比如做饭后不收拾、厕所不卫生。我当时做营地的志愿者负责厨房和清洁,每天厨房的情况让我非常沮丧。和工作人员沟通无果后,我感到压抑、挫败和伤心,因为这只是融入社会的一小部分。后来我意识到没人会改变,于是我找了工作,每天在外面工作 8-9 小时,同时学荷兰语,保持忙碌让我走出低谷。同时我当时还遇到了前男友,大部分时间和他在一起。

莫笔记:“自己的房间”真的是人能保持平静和欢愉非常重要的事情,无所不在的集体生活很容易把人逼疯。人需要个体生活,把自己从无所不在的集体的中抽身出来。之前我合租的室友绝大部分都是女性,感受都很不错,但是现在我合租的男性室友总在房子里抽烟抽大麻,都让我很抓狂。而且我从女性那里承租的房子总是很干净,从男性手里承租的房子都脏到不可忍受。所以我现在有性别“偏见,甚至我觉得自己持有的都不是偏见,而是事实:在维持干净卫生层面,绝大多数男性差女性太多,我也相信如果有统计学研究,这个结论会被认证为有“显著差异signifcant difference”.

13. 如果你可以让这个世界上消失一件事,你希望是什么?

Elif: 我希望消除不平等,因为这个世界非常不平等。本质上人类都是同一种族,但享有的权利多或少不一。

莫笔记:答案答案同上。

14. 你最希望发生什么事?对你自己和这个世界来说,如果它发生了,会变得更好?

Elif: 这个问题有点难回答,我会说希望平等和正义得到实现,因为并非每个人都能享有这些。我会再仔细思考。

莫笔记:我会希望每个国家的领导人都是女性,这样战争会更少发生,平等和正义实现的可能性更高。

15. 你原来国家的家人和朋友现在过得怎么样?

Elif: 家人和朋友在土耳其过得还好。我时不时会和他们联系。有些朋友来过荷兰,我们度过了愉快的时光。我的一个朋友可能今年或明年会来,我很想见他。他要结婚了,我很遗憾不能去参加婚礼。

莫笔记:我去年去了伊斯坦布尔,我发现这是全世界城市中人类最热情友好的地方之一。当然它的男性凝视和二手烟的情况也不容忽视。

16. 对于其他考虑离开国家或者已经经历相似旅程的人,你有什么建议?

我Elif: 建议大家要有耐心,尽管有时很困难。我自己一开始也不太耐心,但慢慢学会了,明白了等待美好事物的价值。其次,要保持开放心态。这对年长或宗教上特别虔诚的人可能比较难,但我们需要学会在不失去自我文化的前提下适应新的文化。

莫笔记:我非常喜欢elif这句“等待美好事物的价值”,很多时候好事情就是会慢慢到来的,就像很多时候人们把取得一个国家的永居或者国籍的过程叫做“移民监”,等待的时间被称作是蹲监狱。我有时候被签证困扰也不免这么觉得,但是也会转念一想:我怎么能把自己每一天的日子定义为“监狱”呢,这实在是对不起自己。我也停止想象“等我拿到了护照我将更自由更幸福”,我尽量让自己当下的每一天都幸福和自由。我不把任何一天当做是次等的。

17. 你现在觉得自己真正属于这里吗?什么样的地方会让你觉得这是“家”?

Elif: 不,我不觉得自己真正属于这里,也不认为将来会有这种感觉。我在土耳其时也没有这种归属感。我觉得有朋友、真诚的朋友、慷慨的环境会让我感到像家,但在荷兰这很难找到。

莫笔记:ELif的话让我想起了伍尔夫的那句“As a woman, I have no country”,女性在任何地方想找到真正的归属感都是很难的。这个世界很多地方都只是男性的家。其实我来到荷兰的第一周,我就非常惊异地发现,我在精神层面没有什么需要调整和适应的,我有一种如鱼得水的感觉。我现在想想,对我而言,让我感受到自由的地方就是我的家。自由,自然,自在的地方都可以是我的家,理想的家。

18. 你怎么看自己五年后的生活?想留在荷兰,回到原来的国家,还是去别的地方?

Elif:五年后我可能还会在荷兰,做自己想做的工作,过得很开心。但之后我真的想搬到一个更温暖的国家,比如西班牙。我也想远程工作。我喜欢西班牙的文化,等我的荷兰语水平够好后,也很想学西班牙语。

Echo’s note: 我也希望秋冬可以住在西班牙,而春夏则住在荷兰,因为西班牙那时候太热了!西班牙和荷兰交替生活会是最理想的状态。

19. 离开原来的国家,来到另一个国家开始新生活,这段经历改变了你吗?你还是以前的你吗?

Elif:这段经历说实话很艰难,尤其是第一年。不过我和人沟通倒没什么问题,我的英语不错,这方面比较容易(Elif之前在土耳其就是英语专业的)。后来我开始学荷兰语,这让生活更顺利。我成长了非常多,也更加相信自己,思维模式也更加“荷兰式”。我很快就适应了这里。现在就是如鱼得水的状态,一切都感觉容易多了。

其实刚在难民营的时候,当我在外面遇到新朋友时,我会很羞于说自己是“难民。

Echo’s note: 我非常能体会Elif提到的那种羞耻感。有时候你的背景或处境会让你觉得自己低人一等,应该为此觉得羞耻,就像我刚从皖北农村来到北京上学时,我的一位学姐偷偷和我说:不要在北京说老家的土话,说普通话。我感觉我当时的脸都因为这句话烧了很久。

这这些羞耻的感受,需要经过很多学习、游荡、创造,反思,才能从生理和心理上全然地摒除,充分意识到这种羞耻感是被社会构建的,毫无必要且相当不合理。我很高兴 Elif——也包括我自己——已经越过了这个部分。

以及我的变化呢,我简直再造重生了自己。不仅仅靠在荷兰,还靠我在全世界各地的游荡和创造,当然这一切都是从我有勇气逃离,来到荷兰开始的。

20. 最近是什么让你感到希望?是什么帮助你坚持下去?

Elif:我的抱负野心和对未来的希望给了我希望。我知道只要主动努力学习汲取、投入时间和精力,我就总能实现自己想要的。我想要美好的生活和未来,所以我会竭尽全力去实现它。

Echo’s note: 这个回答翻译成中文可能有些许的鸡汤,但是我看到elif给我发的原文时非常感动和受到激励。就是你知道一个女性经历了什么,破除了什么,才能对自己有这样的笃信和希望。

什么是幸福的前提呢?抱负、渴望、自信以及对未来的想象力。

Echoing the World – Interview with Elif

1. When did you come to the Netherlands?

Elif: I came to the Netherlands on the 30th of August 2022. Well actually I came here earlier, at the beginning of August, but I sought asylum at the end of the month.

Echo's note: I arrived in the Netherlands at the end of August 2021, exactly one year before Elif. Now it’s August 2025. August is the last beautiful month of the year in the Netherlands; after that, the wind and rain gradually arrive, the days get shorter, temperatures drop, and nights come earlier.


2. Why did you feel that you had to leave your country at that time? What made it impossible or unsafe for you to stay?

Elif: There’s a political problem between Erdogan and Gulen. Erdogan is the president of Turkey and Gulen was a religious leader for his followers. His movement’s goal is to spread love, peace and give more importance to religion, nice manners, and education. In 2016, there was a coup attempt and Erdogan blamed Gulen and his followers for the coup and started arresting everyone who supported Gulen. My mom’s friends were taken into custody and imprisoned one by one. That was scary for my mom, so we decided to come to the Netherlands.

Echo's note: I first learned the term “Gülen movement” from Elif. I had wondered before how it was possible to apply for political asylum in the Netherlands when Turkey was not at war. After researching, I learned that the Turkish president defined Gülen and his supporters as “terrorists” and arrested many, including ordinary teachers and company employees. It’s common in many countries that those in power arrest people for differing opinions or interests, as seen in the well-known “anti-mafia campaigns” or the less-known 709 arrests in China.


3. Why did you choose the Netherlands? What factors influenced your decision?

Elif: We did a lot of research about a few countries such as Finland, France, and the Netherlands. We decided to come here because the asylum procedure was better and human rights are highly valued. That’s why we thought the Netherlands was the best option for us.

Echo's note: This was three years ago in the Netherlands. Last year, the right-wing PVV party came to power, proposing extremely strict policies against refugees and immigrants. Fortunately, this summer, the PVV leader resigned after public opposition to his extreme anti-immigrant proposals. The Netherlands is preparing for a new election, and I saw today that he is running again with a platform to completely stop accepting refugees. In the global wave of rightward politics, obtaining political asylum becomes increasingly difficult. However, endless wars and political conflicts are continually creating more refugees.


4. How did you get to the Netherlands in the end? Was the journey difficult or complicated? How long did it take, and how much did it cost?

Elif: We came to the Netherlands legally, by plane with our Turkish passports. We didn’t need a visa because my mom and I had a special “green passport,” which government employees can get after starting work for the government. First, we flew to France and then came to the Netherlands by car. I honestly don’t remember how much it cost.

Echo's note: A good passport and driving skills are extremely important for women wandering the world!


5. What was your first month in the Netherlands like? Was the asylum process smooth? Did you have to stay in a refugee center?

Elif: My first month was horrible. Ter Apel and other refugee camps were very full. We were scared we might have to stay outside for a few days. Luckily, we didn’t. The camp staff accommodated women, children, and families, providing food and beds, but single men often had to stay outside. We stayed at Ter Apel for three days, which was horrible. Then we were sent to an emergency shelter in Exloo, a small village about 30–40 minutes away. The shelter was a converted school gymnasium, housing 70–100 people with no privacy. We stayed there a week with breakfast and dinner provided. Hearing people speak Dutch there, I thought the language would be very difficult to learn 😭. Later, we moved to Oss for 2.5 years. At first, we stayed in a school for 3–5 months, then moved to prefabricated rooms. Oss was a relatively nice refugee camp with many activities and volunteering opportunities. This is how I started learning Dutch.

Echo's note: Ter Apel is a large village in the northeast of the Netherlands, near Germany. Many refugees seeking political asylum are temporarily placed there. I mapped Elif’s movements in the Netherlands over three years—from the north to the south, crossing most of the country.


6. Do you still feel the same way about the Netherlands as you did in the first month? What has changed?

Elif: In the first months, I thought the Netherlands was better. Now everything has become more expensive. I still don’t like the rain 😭. There’s a saying: “You’re not made of sugar,” meaning you won’t melt in the rain. But I think I’d melt haha. I still think the Netherlands is beautiful.

Echo's note: Due to the Russian invasion of Ukraine, the overall cost of living in the Netherlands has risen, and attitudes toward refugees and immigrants have changed. For refugees and immigrants, the Netherlands is not as good as it was a few years ago. Of course, the same applies globally.

In my new Dutch class today, I shared Elif’s proverb about not being sugar with a classmate from Chile. She said she feels like sugar that would melt in the Dutch rain. Turkey and Chile both have fewer rainy days than the Netherlands. Recently, due to climate change, rainy places like the Netherlands and London have seen very little rain in the past six months, while dry cities like Beijing have turned humid, like tropical rainforests. Sometimes climate change has a stronger impact than human migration.


7. So far, do you enjoy living in the Netherlands? What do you like and what do you dislike about it?

Elif: I do enjoy living here. I love partying and going to festivals—the Netherlands is the best country for fun. Dutch people really know how to enjoy life. But every city is similar: church, canals, same architecture. It gets a bit boring. I also dislike the transportation system—it’s terrible, expensive, and trains are often delayed when it rains, which I find strange.

Echo's note: I previously lived in Rotterdam for three years—a post-WWII newly built city, very different from other Dutch cities. The place I lived resembled Manhattan in New York. But Dutch public transport is really expensive, even more than Zurich, one of the most expensive European cities. Many people commute by train; round-trip costs are 20–40 euros, while in Zurich, 10 CHF tickets allow unlimited rides for 24 hours and even boat rides. Crazy!


8. If you could go back to the moment you made the decision, would you still choose the Netherlands? Or would you consider another country? Why?

Elif: That’s a good question. I’m not sure how to respond, but I’d still choose the Netherlands because it’s prosperous and freer compared to other countries.

Echo's note: After wandering through most of Europe and the world, I still believe that choosing the Netherlands back then was the wisest decision.


9. If you could switch lives with anyone, who would it be?

Elif: Can I say a Dutch person? Not a specific individual, but I’d like to live like a Dutch person—speak the language freely and do what I want.

Echo's note: My top four preferences: Dutch, Parisian, Zurich, or New Yorker. Any one of these would be perfect.


10. What do you think it means for someone to leave their homeland? Is it a good thing or a bad thing? Why?

Elif: It’s both good and bad. Most people leave their country because they don’t feel safe and want a better life. Leaving everything is hard, but with hope and doing your best, you can achieve a better life.

Echo's note: For women, leaving one’s hometown is eternally a good thing. Challenges are many, but self-liberation cannot happen if one stays in place.


11. What qualities are most important when someone leaves their home country to start a new life elsewhere? What are the biggest challenges to overcome?

Elif: It depends on the person. Patience, cultural openness, respect, resilience, and adaptability are important. Language barriers, cultural shock, mental health, and social isolation are major challenges. Maintaining good mental health and learning the local language makes other challenges easier.

Echo's note: For me, proactivity is essential. Most difficulties can be solved actively. The biggest challenge for me is not wanting to work (haha), but to get permanent residence or citizenship, one must have a work contract (or a partner). Becoming a partner is even scarier than working.


12. Have you ever felt completely overwhelmed, exhausted, or hopeless? How did you pull yourself out of that state?

Elif: Omg, of course. I know the days when crying, having mental breakdowns. I stayed 2.5 years in a refugee shelter, I’ve talked about it before and it was a nice camp. However, we had to live with different nationalities and that’s a quite difficult situation one can ever live in. And living there made me a bit of racist.. Still I’m not disrespecting anyone but I have some negative feelings.

If you live in a public place then you should keep it clean in my opinion. That’s a society ethic. However, there were people who wouldnt do that, when they cooked, went to toilet/douche.. And I was doing volunteering and was responsible for the kitchen and cleaning. This situation was pissing me of because how 25-45 year old people cannot clean what they made dirty?!!!? I talked to workers about it, talked to those people but I couldn’t get any results. I was just overwhelmed, frustrated and sad because this is only a small part of integration to society.. I realized that nobody would do anything about it so I found a job and worked almost every day, 8-9 hours, not to go to the shelter and see those people. And I was learning Dutch at the same time. Keeping myself busy pulled me out of that state. Also I met my ex boyfriend and was spending most of my time with him.

Echo's note: Having your own room is extremely important for peace and joy. Life in constant collective spaces can drive people crazy. I’ve lived with mostly female roommates and it was pleasant, but male roommates often smoke or do cannabis indoors, which is maddening. In terms of cleanliness, most men are far less clean than women. These facts make me “sexist”( which i regrad not as prejudice but as truth)


13. If you could make one thing disappear from this world, what would it be?

Elif: Inequality, because the world is very unequal. Everyone is of the same race but with more or fewer rights.

Echo's note: Same as above!


14. What is something you deeply wish would happen—for yourself and for the world? Something that, if it happened, would make everything better.

Elif: Equality and justice, because not everyone can access these.

Echo's note: My answer is similar: I hope all national leaders were women, so there would likely be less war and more equality and justice.


15. How are your family and friends doing back in your home country?

Elif: My family and friends are doing fine in Turkey. I talk to them occasionally. Some visited, which was nice. One friend plans to come this year or next. I’m sad I can’t attend his wedding.

Echo's note: Last year I visited Istanbul, and I found it to be one of the friendliest and most hospitable cities in the world. Of course, male gaze and second-hand smoke remain issues.


16. What advice would you give to others who are considering leaving their country, or who are already going through a similar journey?

Elif: Be patient. Good things take time. Also, keep an open mind. Learn to adjust to a new culture without losing yourself or your own culture.

Echo's note: I really like Elif’s phrase, “Good things take time.” Many times, good things do take time to arrive. It reminds me of how people often describe the process of obtaining permanent residence or citizenship as being in an “immigration prison,” with the waiting years compared to serving a sentence. I have sometimes felt this way myself when troubled by visa issues. But then I think: how can I define each day of my life as a “prison”? That would be doing myself an injustice. I’ve also stopped imagining that only when I get a passport will I be freer or happier. Instead, I try to make each day in the present truly happy and free. I refuse to treat any day of my life as second-class.


17. Do you feel like you truly belong here now? What makes a place feel like home to you?

Elif: No, I don’t feel like I truly belong here, and I don’t think I ever will. Having sincere friends and being in a generous environment would feel like home, which is hard to find in the Netherlands.

Echo's note: Elif’s words remind me of Woolf’s quote: “As a woman, I have no country.” For women, it is hard to find true belonging anywhere. Much of the world is just a man’s home. For me, a place that gives a sense of freedom is home. Freedom, nature, and ease define home.


18. Where do you see yourself in five years? Do you want to stay in the Netherlands, go back to your country, or move somewhere else?

Elif: In 5 years I’d be still in the Netherlands, working at job I want and happy but after that I really wanna move to a warm country, could be Spain. And I wanna work remotely. I love Spanish culture and really wanna learn Spanish after achieving a good level of Dutch.

Echo’s note: I also hope I could spend autumn and winter in Spain, but spring and summer in the Netherlands, because it’s so hot in Spain during that time! A mix of Spain and the Netherlands would be perfect.


19. How has this journey—leaving your country and starting over elsewhere—changed you? Are you still the same person you used to be?

Elif: The journey was quite hard tbh. Especially the first year. But communication wasnt a problem at all, I speak English and it was easy. Then I started to learn Dutch, which made my journey easier. I improved a lot, I’m more confident, can think things like Dutch people. I get used to here quickly. Now that we’re at home, it’s easier to live and get used to live. It was quite hard when we were at the refugee camp. I was ashamed of saying that I’m a refugee actually when I meet new people.

Echo’s note: I really relate to the sense of shame she mentions. Sometimes your background or situation can make you feel inferior. It takes a lot of study, wandering, reflection, and thinking to build up confidence and realize that this sense of shame isn’t necessary. I’m happy that Elif—and we—have worked through this.


20. What gives you hope these days? What helps you keep going?

Elif: My ambition and hopes in the future gives me hope. I know that I can achieve what I want if I study and do a lot. I want a good life and future so I’m doing everything to make it happen.

Echo’s note: I am really inspired by this answer. What are the preconditions for happiness? Ambition, desire, confidence, and imagination about the future—these seem to be what keep us going and believing that we can shape our lives.

倘若你有关于“莫问世界Echoing the World”任何感受,问题和建议(比如希望我去采访谁),欢迎在评论区留言!

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Notes on Kyrgyzstan

25 August 2025 at 22:50

Kyrgyzstan is Central Asia’s island of democracy…relatively speaking. As a mountainous, landlocked state without oil or gas endowments, the country faces a difficult development path. Yet, Kyrgyzstan’s GDP has grown at a rate of 9% every year since 2022, and unemployment recently reached a record low of 1.6%. In the capital city of Bishkek, there is an air of optimism, national pride, and commitment to economic growth of the sort I’ve only ever felt before in Poland — and partnerships with China are an important part of that story.

This month, I (Lily, ChinaTalk’s lead editor) spent some time exploring Kyrgyzstan and speaking with locals about Chinese influence in their country. Here are my reflections.

Setting the Scene

Bishkek is a green city full of trees and flower gardens. The preferred colors for front doors and other infrastructure seem to be sky blue and sea foam green, which complement the natural landscape nicely. An exception to this trend is the fleet of “Comfort”-class taxis, which are pale orange models purchased from Korea. The summer weather is mild, and the parks are full of little children laughing and enjoying the long days. Most restaurants have super comfortable chairs with thick, bouncy cushions.

Possibly my favorite thing about the city is the abundance of 24/7 flower shops — you know, for when your event needs a midnight flower supplement, or when you need to prove your dedication to a dance partner with a bouquet.

A 24/7 flower shop in Bishkek. As one taxi driver told me, “If we didn’t party, we would be as rich as Europe.”

China x Kyrgyzstan

In Kyrgyzstan’s largest cities, Bishkek and Osh, there are construction sites everywhere, usually operating with Chinese or Korean equipment, and often financed with Belt and Road loans. Notable works in progress include a new transnational highway, regional airports, a BYD factory, and the largest ski resort in Central Asia (opening winter 2026!).

BYD cars being trucked through Kyrgyzstan on their way to Russia.

After Kyrgyzstan joined the BRI in 2013, opinion polls year after year showed that Kyrgyz people were skeptical of China’s economic influence, though they welcomed economic engagement with Russia, their former colonizer. That began to change in 2022 — positive feelings toward China proliferated rapidly in the booming post-pandemic economy. By 2023, a large majority of the Kyrgyz public supported new Chinese investments in their country, according to polling conducted by the Central Asia Barometer. Those surveys (as well as Gallup polling) indicate that educated people and individuals with higher incomes are especially favorable toward China, a trend that also held in neighboring Kazakhstan.

This data indicates that people are seeing, or expect to see, real benefits from dealing with China. Already, the Ala Archa National Park has its own fleet of Chinese-made electric buses to shuttle hikers into the park, and the city of Bishkek has purchased hundreds of Zhongtong buses from China in the hopes of reducing traffic jams and air pollution.1 (This is a noble effort, but traffic is still quite bad. What Bishkek really needs is a metro.)

Chinese buses and construction equipment at Ala Archa National Park and in Bishkek city. Plus: A Chinese bathroom renovation at Ala Archa.

Still, even as people support Chinese investment, trade, and technology, they continue to feel negatively about Chinese workers in their country. To make sense of this disconnect, we have to understand that Moscow bombarded Central Asia with propaganda about a looming Chinese invasion for decades following the Sino-Soviet split. Remember that there was active combat on the border between Kazakhstan and Xinjiang during the undeclared 1969 Sino-Soviet war.2

The Kyrgyz government caps work permits for foreigners at about 15,000, and 75% of these permits go to Chinese workers. That doesn’t sound like much, but to quote Bruce Pannier of Radio Free Europe, this represents “the biggest influx of an outside group since independence.”

Three protests against Chinese laborers broke out in Bishkek between December 2018 and January 2019, incited also by the news that the Chinese government was detaining ethnically Kyrgyz people in Xinjiang.3 While only around 500 people attended the largest of these protests, the unrest sparked a national conversation when 21 protesters were arrested.

In the months following the protests, government officials worked to dispel anti-China sentiment in preparation for a state visit by Xi Jinping, including by speaking to the press about the protests and publishing evidence disproving rumors of mass illegal immigration (and of Chinese leftover men seeking Kyrgyz brides). In the words of Carnegie’s Temur Umarov, Central Asians “don’t fear China per se — they fear that their own elites are not loyal to the national interest, but loyal to their own cynical interests.” Today, sentiment surrounding Chinese immigrants is improving, but their favorability is still underwater.

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In Central Asia, Belt and Road projects are mostly staffed by local people. Apart from the cap on work visas, imported Chinese labor is far more expensive than hiring locally. Instead, Chinese immigrants mostly work in technical or managerial roles, where they oversee and, crucially, train large teams of Kyrgyz employees. So, the vast majority of China’s economic impact in the region comes in the form of completed infrastructure, employment opportunities, and cheap consumer goods — not from the presence of Chinese people on the ground. As Chinese companies increasingly outsource operations to cheaper pastures, Belt and Road investments represent a platform for future business partnerships.

The Chinese workers I met in Bishkek had come to Kyrgyzstan to mine precious metals, to open restaurants, or to import Chinese goods to sell at local markets. (I visited three of these markets — Dordoi, Osh, and Madina. Dordoi was my favorite by a wide margin.) None of the Chinese people I met could speak Russian, much less Kyrgyz.

The Chinese food I had in Bishkek was pretty good, as far as international Chinese food goes. Upscale Chinese restaurants are quite trendy, usually serving photogenic versions of classic dishes with a local spin. There are also more authentic Chinese restaurants where the vast majority of customers are Chinese immigrants.

A sign advertising shipping services for Chinese imports hangs above Dordoi market in Bishkek, August 2025.
Off-brand Labubu merchandise at Dordoi and Osh markets. These seemed to be pretty popular with young Kyrgyz kids, who probably had no idea they were a viral trend (none of the primary schoolers at least had phones).

Travel Notes

Central Asia has disproportionately high fertility for its level of development. Some people attribute this to increasing religiousness after the fall of the Soviet Union. Anecdotally, I didn't observe mothers covering their hair at a higher rate than the general female population. In any case, large, close-knit families are culturally the norm and Kyrgyz weddings usually have 500-1000 guests!

Physical fitness seems really important in the national consciousness. I arrived on the same flight as the Kyrgyz national wrestling team, who were returning from an international competition and were welcomed by hundreds of people at the airport at 5 am. The national sport is kok boru, which is like soccer, except instead of kicking a ball into a goal, the players ride horses and compete to throw a 90lb (40kg) dead goat into an elevated pit.

A monument to Kyrgyz national hero Kozhomkul, a wrestler who could supposedly lift a horse with ease.

Grocery stores sell a truly staggering array of sweets, as well as a diverse range of dairy and meat products. They don’t offer many fresh vegetables, but there is usually a counter where you can order tasty premade salads. My favorite was the “Caucasus salad” that comes with beef.

Кавказский салат. Source.
Plov, kimchi, and a super comfortable chair.
A candy shop at Osh market.

I spent a week in Bishkek, which wasn't nearly enough time to explore all the beautiful landscapes and historical sites around the city. My favorite excursion was a hiking trip to Konorchek canyon. I had a fantastic guide named Chinggis (who is now ChinaTalk’s second listener in Kyrgyzstan) — I laughed, I cried, and learned a ton about Kyrgyzstan’s democratic revolutions! People in general were so friendly and helpful, and they seemed to really care whether I was having a good time in their country. They even complimented my Russian skills — which never happens when I’m talking to Russian people.

Finally, Kyrgyzstan is very good at sunsets. Here’s my favorite:

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Zhongtong makes buses for a huge variety of locations, including Argentina, Singapore, Germany, Indonesia, and the UAE.

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The feeling of this propaganda is epitomized by an old Soviet joke about Chinese military strategy, where troops plan “to cross the border in small groups of two to three million” (Переходить границу мелкими группами по 2-3 млн).

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After imperial Russia violently put down the Central Asian Revolt of 1916, hundreds of thousands of Kyrgyz and Kazakh people fled to China to avoid being conscripted to fight in WWI.

#097 一位移民女孩的财务自由之路

25 August 2025 at 11:18

大家好,今天周日,说点轻松的。

人活在这个世界上,离不开三样东西:阳光、空气,还有钱。阳光和空气,大自然免费供应,但我们生活中的其他几乎所有东西,都要花钱来买。每个人的生活,都离不开钱。看一个人的能力怎么样,人品怎么样,有时候会看走眼,但是只要你有机会看他对钱的态度,看他怎么样处理钱的问题,往往会看得很准。

这几十年,我们中国人对钱的态度,发生了巨变。我们年轻的时候,有部很火的电视连续剧,叫《编辑部的故事》。现在看来,那个剧发挥了生活启蒙的作用。其中有句台词,“钱不是万能的,但没钱是万万不能的。”这句简单的大白话,成了后面三十多年整个中国社会的共识。

这句话说出了一个朴素的道理。大家为了谋生,为了更好的生活,都要去挣钱。而要挣钱,我们大部分人就要去工作。但问题是,一天只有24小时,除去吃饭、睡觉、娱乐、谈情说爱、处理各种杂事,真正能用来工作的时间非常有限。无论是8小时,10小时,还是996,都有一个生理和物理极限。

所以,人们都希望能在有限的时间内,尽量多挣点钱。这就引出了一个我们每个人,从填报高考志愿到选择职业道路,都必须面对的重要问题:学什么专业,干什么职业,才能挣钱比较多?美国医生收入高,很多老中家长喜欢让孩子念医学院。但不是每个人都有条件念医学院。

今天早晨,起来看CNBC,这是家以播报财经、商业新闻为主的媒体。看到一个很吸引眼球的标题“30-year-old makes over $300,000 a year in a hospital—without going to med school“(“年仅30岁,没念过医学院,却在医院挣到年薪30万美元”。这是个普通女孩子的故事,讲她怎么样规划自己的职业,花最少钱,念性价比最高的学校和专业,工作后怎么样掌握职业主动权,怎么样及早获得财务自由的故事。

这个女孩子的故事很长知识,也很励志。看完以后,我临时决定,录期节目,跟大家分享。

一个普普通通的年轻人,刚刚30岁,年薪超过30万美元,换算成人民币大约210万。能挣到这个年薪,即使在美国,也妥妥进入了高收入群体。更关键的一点是,她没有去念让很多学生背上巨额贷款的医学院、法学院,也没有去念MBA。她念了一个短平快的硕士。

这个故事的主人公,名叫Chabely Rodriguez。她的故事,就像一个精心设计的人生剧本,充满了智慧、规划和执行力。下面,我们就来剖析这个故事,看看普通人,普通人家的孩子,能从她的经历中,学到哪些人生经验。

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#096 最善良的法官留下了什么?

23 August 2025 at 12:51

为什么他被誉为“最善良的法官”?|法律是为了惩罚,还是救赎?他用一生给出了答案|法律的天平与人性的天平|从水果小贩的儿子到享誉世界的法官|In Loving Memory of Judge Frank Caprio (1936-2025)

前天,一位美国法官去世了。这两天,线上线下,无数人在悼念他。不只是美国人悼念他,世界各地的人都悼念他;不只是法律界悼念他,很多社会底层的普通人,也在悼念他。

美国历史上,还没有一位法官去世后,有这么多人悼念。他不是美国最高法院的大法官,而是罗德岛一位市政法院的普通法官。这是美国司法系统中是最基层的法院。

人们怀念他,人们悼念他,不是因为他是最厉害的法官,而是因为他是“最善良的法官”。他就是Frank Caprio法官。他在罗德岛的普罗维登斯市政法院做了38年法官。他每天审理的不是大案要案,而是些交通罚单、停车违章之类的小案子。

说到这里,听众可能会问,为什么一个在地方基层法院审理小微案件的普通法官,能获得这么高的声誉,被世界各地无数人爱戴?为什么他的离去,让那么多人素昧平生的人,感觉像失去了亲人一样?

一位悼念他的网友说出了答案:“在这个日益冷漠和分裂的世界上,他用法槌,敲响了人性的钟声。”

几年前,Caprio法官得了胰腺癌,做完化疗后,CBS电视网一位记者去访谈他。他比在法庭上穿着法官袍审理案子的时候,更谦卑。他说:“我只是一位普普通通的地方法院法官,尽力做善事。仅此而已。我尽力去体谅站在法庭上的每个人,他们都有各自的处境。我记得父亲对我说的话:有人站在你面前,要将心比心,设身处地为他们着想。你就想象一下,如果换成是你站在那里,你希望法官怎么对待你?”

他不只是一位判案的法官,也是一位教授理性、责任和人间常识的老师,一位传播悲悯、尊严和希望的布道者。

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Smuggling Nvidia GPUs to China

22 August 2025 at 19:00

Are GPUs being smuggled into China? Nvidia says no. But Steve Burke, editor in chief of Gamers Nexus, has traced out the entire smuggling chain in an epic three-hour YouTube documentary. Earlier this year, he also he filmed another masterpiece of independent journalism exploring the impact of tariffs on America’s gaming computer ecosystem.

In today’s conversation, we discuss…

  • Steve’s investigative process, including how he found people in mainland China willing to speak on the record about black market GPUs,

  • The magnitude of smuggling, weaknesses in enforcement, and crudeness of US restrictions,

  • China’s role in manufacturing GPUs they aren’t allowed to buy,

  • And what it takes to stand up to Nvidia as an independent journalist.

Listen now on your favorite podcast app.

As of August 21st, YouTube has removed the full documentary via DCMA.

Having watched the entire documentary, I can confirm this video had zero business getting struck. GamersNexus is working on getting the video back on YouTube, but you can watch it here in the meantime.

From Craigslist to Shenzhen

Jordan Schneider: Steve, you are a madman. What motivated you to try to trace the GPU smuggling supply chain from the US into China?

Steve Burke: Honestly, I saw a Reuters story a couple of years ago about the concept of a GPU black market, and that concept is dystopian, cyberpunk, and weird. It’s really compelling because you normally don’t think of something that was historically used for playing video games as being marketable on a black market. That’s what started it.

We sat in the background for a couple years, and then this year, with all the policy changes, it came up naturally. Plus, Nvidia almost seemed to be inviting a response with their whole “smuggling doesn’t happen and it’s a non-starter” stance.

Jordan Schneider: Yeah, at one point they’re writing blog posts saying no one’s smuggling GPUs, while there are photos from the Hong Kong Police Department — DEA-style shots of captured CPUs instead of drugs, smuggled with fake pregnancy baby bumps or by packing the CPUs with live lobsters. It’s an interesting communication style that was so strident it attracted moths to the flame of incredibly ambitious YouTubers. How does one start reporting something like this?

200+ Intel CPUs were found inside this fake baby bump in 2022. Source.
Nvidia GPUs found packed with live lobsters. Source.

Steve Burke: The concept of the story was simple — there are GPUs that are not permitted for sale into China by United States companies, but they’re getting there anyway. We wanted to find out how.

Our tariffs video introduced a new style where we flew around and spoke to people affected by the issue. Instead of writing the story around the information we gathered, we ran their discussions mostly unedited and learned a lot from it. We thought it would be great to go out to China and talk to people involved in GPU smuggling to see what they’d say.

I spent a lot of time looking for people to talk to, collecting research, and figuring out who the key players were. At some point, I decided we just had to pull the trigger and get on a plane.

Jordan Schneider: It’s interesting because there’s nothing illegal in China about bringing banned GPUs into the country — they’re not banned there. There’s this weird dynamic where these people aren’t criminals in the PRC. If they were, they probably wouldn’t be speaking to a Western journalist. You found this gray area where someone was buying RTX 4090s on Craigslist in the US and shipping them off by flying to Hong Kong and China. Connecting that full chain was really remarkable. Walk us through some of the steps.

Steve Burke: The hardest part of putting together a story where you’re relying on people to explain their part of the chain — and we wanted them to explain it themselves, not through me — was finding the first person.

We found Dr. Vinci Chow, who works at the Chinese University of Hong Kong. He was referenced in an old Reuters story, and I emailed him. From there, I was able to ask him about the steps involved. He couldn’t reveal his sources or supply chain for how he buys export-controlled GPUs, but he pointed us in the right direction to find people ourselves.

The first step was crawling through Alibaba listings. As stupid as that sounds, I typed in the names of banned GPUs into Alibaba, and they’re everywhere. I started messaging people, always telling them, “We want to make a video. I’ll buy a card if I have to, as long as you talk to me.” A lot of them responded with confusion, asking if I actually wanted to buy something or not. But we found a couple people who were game for it.

The two main sources we found were basically middlemen for these GPUs in China. Both of them wanted to be involved because they were curious about how Western media works — they wanted to see the process.

From there, the next step was taking it further. We had the user — Dr. Vinci Chow, who uses these GPUs — and someone representing the middlemen. What we really needed were the people supplying the middlemen, which would be the smugglers we found. We also needed anyone else in the chain who might be modifying cards or exchanging them in another middle process.

Basically, we broke down the supply chain into categories and needed to find one person for each category to follow a GPU from start to finish. That was the goal.

Jordan Schneider: There are a lot of fun, colorful personalities you met along the way. Why don’t you give some profiles? We start with the university professor who’s maybe the easiest to picture — he’s just teaching his students and has three or four A100s. Not an enormous national security risk, in my humble opinion, but you start upping the level of sketchy characters.

Steve Burke: First, it’s important to point out that at no point did I feel unsafe with any of these people. I was at an Asian grocery store a couple days after publishing this, and someone from China who was visiting ran up to me. The first thing he said was, “Oh my God, this seems so dangerous!” I think that’s the common conception, but we never felt unsafe with anybody.

They were all very interesting characters. The sketchiest guy would have been the person in the US from China who buys export-controlled devices from Americans through normal Craigslist or Facebook Marketplace sales. Then he gets them back to China to collect a profit. He was the only one where — I’m not versed in criminal law — but I’m pretty sure he was definitely breaking laws.

The middle people we worked with in China, who sit between the users and the smugglers, basically buy from people in the US. It was amusing talking to this one guy, Vincent. He’s basically a solo operator running a trading company. He doesn’t care about GPUs or any of the stuff he sells — he just knows it makes money. He can buy it, sell it, and make money.

Jordan Schneider: Yeah.

Steve Burke: He didn’t even know which cards were banned and which weren’t. In the video, he asked me, “Is the RTX 5090 banned or not?” I said it was banned, and he replied, “But you can just buy them on the market.” It was baffling to him — they’re right there, so how are they banned?

Jordan Schneider: Those visuals are incredible — you’re just in a room with walls of these GPUs.

One of the big takeaways for me is that yes, fentanyl is banned in America, but there’s still a lot of fentanyl in America. There are millions and millions of these GPUs made, so it’s not shocking that there’s some leakage. The fact that there are enough of these people out there for Steve to build a whole story around it — and as someone who has tried and failed for years to get mainland guests to come on shows with me in either English or Chinese — you have to imagine an enormous iceberg under this little thing you were able to capture on camera. What other indications did you get of the magnitude of this?

Steve Burke: One of the better examples was the repair shop. It’s just a repair shop that fixes video cards. They’re not formally involved in any black market — they’re not intentionally part of some illicit market. They just fix GPUs, and as part of that, they happen to fix export-controlled GPUs that are on what the US would consider a black market.

This was really interesting because it didn’t click for me until I got home and started editing. The repair shop owner talks about how he modifies these GPUs to increase memory capacity and make them more viable for AI users. What I picked up on was that it’s keeping export-controlled silicon in circulation.

Normally, the part that dies on a video card isn’t the silicon itself or the GPU — those are super resilient. It’s usually a MOSFET or a capacitor that costs three cents to replace. In the US, these types of shops that can modify memory are relatively uncommon. I don’t know of a single one, though there might be someone out there.

The point is that in China, if this silicon is export-controlled and there’s restricted flow into the country, you have these shops that can keep devices in service through no illicit intent of their own. They’re just repair shops making money. That’s really interesting because you can see how it prevents their supply from diminishing when devices go out of service due to something fixable breaking.

Jordan Schneider: Playing Nvidia rep hat here with some critiques — there are a handful of gaming PCs slightly above the thresholds, but the things folks are more worried about are accelerators and full racks. You have quotes from Jensen and David Sacks saying these things are really big and heavy — how could anyone smuggle them? What’s your take on that line?

Steve Burke: He said something about not being able to fit a Grace Blackwell system in your pocket. It was a brilliant misdirection for someone who doesn’t really understand the device he’s talking about, because there are a few problems with that.

First, you don’t need the device in China to use it — you can remote into it somewhere else. The problem with that approach is the data is remote, so processing is slow. If they have a lot of data and really need it on-premises, then you would still want to get it in country.

One of the companies we found and spoke to in Taiwan is basically a testing firm. What they do is bring devices on behalf of other companies, test them, clear or screen them, then forward them to the company that hired them to test the device. Maybe they’re testing a server rack or cooling solution to make sure it’s sufficient before forwarding it.

These types of companies can also work to forward export-controlled racks. The one Jensen was talking about in that video — yeah, you can’t fit it in your pocket, but you can fit it in a crate and ship it from Taiwan.

From what we saw, it happens. We weren’t allowed to film this part, but we were in a room where they had Grace Blackwell systems just sitting there. I asked, “Where are these going?” The response was, “China — there’s a company that hired us, and we’re sending them to China when we’re done testing.” He thought nothing of it, as if he wasn’t revealing some big secret.

Jordan Schneider: The stuff you got on camera was more small-scale operators, but it makes sense that this larger-scale smuggling is happening. This is a desirable product, after all.

The thing that’s different with fentanyl is that it’s illegal in America, so you have domestic law enforcement making it harder for gangs and cartels — they have to get creative, creating a cat-and-mouse game. But if the destination for the black market goods is outside the export-controlling country, and the rest of the world doesn’t care, then it’s much easier once this stuff leaves the US. Tens of billions of dollars of this product ships every year.

Particularly when we don’t have systematic tracking — there was this Reuters article that seemed like a deep state warning saying they put tracking devices on things, but you don’t really have systematic tracking. What I assume is happening is the DOJ is building a handful of cases against these smuggler people, not a systematic effort to track tens of billions of dollars.

Steve Burke: Especially because most of these devices are made in China. Almost all of them are manufactured there, so the DOJ isn’t at the end of the factory line putting trackers on products. It would have to be somewhere else — maybe at Nvidia’s warehouse or whoever handles their logistics locally.

Steve Burke in 2025. Source.

It’s definitely possible, but I think a lot of this stuff isn’t distributed through a chain that would ever be intercepted by the DOJ. If a factory in China is assembling an accelerator and “oops,” this accelerator has a defect, it’s not going to America — it’s going in the bin. What happens after it gets in that bin is unclear.

In at least one instance, we found that with the university’s accelerators, it appeared that an accelerator with a defect was assembled from other components kept from other defective units or spares. It’s almost naive to think that every one of these devices has to go through an export flow through the US that would be trackable by the US or Nvidia. Stuff can just disappear.

Jordan Schneider: The packaging happens in China. What sort of level of involvement does China have in the process?

Steve Burke: The assembly process works this way — Nvidia designs the silicon (done all over the world, but they’re headquartered in California), and TSMC manufactures and fabricates the silicon in Taiwan. Then, Chinese companies manufacture — and sometimes engineer through contract — the cooling solutions, the PCB (printed circuit board), and source all the capacitors and voltage regulator components. Everything that makes one of these devices — pretty much everything — is sourced in China.

They bring it to a factory that assembles it on an assembly line, typically with automated machines called SMT lines (surface mount technology lines). These pick and place thousands of components down the line, with some manual assembly of the heat sink, and then it comes out the other side. They box it and ship it if it’s going to retail, or if it’s something going on a server, it’s simply shipped to the next location.

The assembly locations act as collection or aggregation points for everything else. The company that assembles the video card receives components from at least dozens of other factories. The company that puts that accelerator or video card into a server is itself receiving components from dozens of factories. They assemble it, and from there it should go out to whoever the customer is, which is often Nvidia.

Jordan Schneider: This needs to sink in for people. There are server racks which the US government — even the Trump administration — has decided are too powerful, too dual-use, too scary to give China access to. But we still need Chinese firms to make these things.

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Steve Burke: Yes, but they’re not allowed to have the thing that they make. It’s very interesting. I tried to drive this home in the video — it’s a black market from the US perspective. The people we spoke to in China see it as just the market.

The guy Vincent we spoke to in his small shop — we asked him, “Does China care? Does the Chinese government care?” His answer was essentially that it’s none of China’s business. They don’t have a reason to care about what he’s buying or that America thinks it should be export-controlled. As a small business owner, he doesn’t have any control over it anyway. If it’s on the market, he buys it. If someone wants it, he sells it. It’s really that simple.

Jordan Schneider: Then there’s the question of where Nvidia fits in all this. Clearly they’d like to sell as much as they can, but they also don’t want to literally break the law. I thought it was very funny that you had four or five different interviewees basically hit you with the same Chinese idiom.

Steve Burke: “Open one eye and close the other (睁一只眼闭一只眼).” Yeah, they all said that. The question I asked pretty much everyone was, “Does Nvidia know, and do you think they care to control it?” The answer was that they just turn a blind eye.

I do think there’s truth to that. Jensen’s on camera one day denying this is a thing, talking about how it’s a non-starter because some smugglers got arrested. But then you look at it — well, they made tens of millions of dollars, according to the DOJ, before they were arrested. Is it really a non-starter? That much money is a pretty good starter.

Jordan Schneider: That’s a pretty good starter, and these are the stupidest ones.

Steve Burke: Yes, these are the ones who got caught. Exactly.

Jordan Schneider: I just asked ChatGPT, and it said that Blackwells are mostly assembled outside of China. But the RTX 5000 series — are those the ones you’re referencing?

Steve Burke: We could talk about that. It depends on what they mean by assembly, because Blackwell includes RTX 5090s, which are assembled in China — a lot of them. A lot of Hopper is done in China. The GB — I’m not 100% sure where Grace Blackwell systems are all assembled, but I know for a fact that some of Nvidia’s largest partners for manufacturing and assembling the boards we’re talking about are in China. The RTX 5090s most certainly are.

Jordan Schneider: Gotcha. Just to close the loop on this — we had Chris Miller and Leonard Lerer on last week. Leonard was pounding the table on the idea that if we want this to happen and we’ve decided it’s okay for China to get GPUs, let’s keep doing the playbook we have now where you can have cloud access in Singapore and Malaysia. There’s a little lag, but you can train all your models. It’s easier to see if someone’s doing something sketchy if it’s happening in Malaysia versus in a data center in western China. If the world really goes to shit, it’s much easier to turn those off if they’re in another country than if they’re already in the PRC.

Steve Burke: It’s interesting where, with sufficient power, an open market leader also benefits from being the leader of a closed market or black market. If those in charge — Nvidia and the government — decide that access in Singapore, Malaysia, or wherever is safer because it can be toggled or monitored for military use, the interesting byproduct is that it’s creating or fueling this secondary market in China for these devices to be purchased locally.

The most interesting thing to me personally is that we cover this stuff as gaming hardware — DIY PCs that you build to play video games. That’s how it started. What stands out is that gaming users, when they look at content about the product, aren’t trying to figure out how much money they can make from it. They want to buy it and use it to play video games. They’re not making money.

The whole thing has shifted now with AI use cases being so in demand and everybody trying to make a buck off of it. The person at the other end of the product consumption pipeline is trying to figure out how much they can make on this and whether it’s sufficient for the thing they’re trying to use to make money — like an H100 with higher memory capacity.

From my perspective, it feels so much less innocent than where it started with Nvidia’s GPUs, which was about getting high frame rates in Quake or Counter-Strike.

Jordan Schneider: I remember literally talking to people in the White House over the past few years, and they’d say, “We’re not trying to screw over Chinese gamers here. This is not our intention.” But the past 30 years of what Nvidia has built is so odd and happenstance — the thing they’ve been developing happens to enable you to create God as well as render 3D environments.

We’re in this weird moment where the RTX 5090 is marketed and sold as a gaming card, and that is its primary use case. But if you take that technology and put a lot of them together, you can train AI models that can do lots of wonderful things — and also train your AI drone swarms on how to target Taiwanese Marines.

Steve Burke: That’s the other thing that’s interesting — the computing time. One of the points brought up by one of the two professors we spoke to was, “Okay, you’re forcing me to use a slower device, but it can still do it, so I’ll just wait another day or two for that processing.” From the perspective of the US Government, that is still somewhat of the impact they want. If you slow someone down to two days instead of one, that’s a big difference — a 100% increase in processing time.

At the same time, it’s interesting from our vantage point as a more technical outlet — the US government really doesn’t know how to control any of this. They don’t seem to understand how performance is calculated. They don’t use benchmarks that make any sense. If they were to contract someone making YouTube reviews from a bedroom, they might have a better formula for controlling these things.

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Instead, what we get is, “Well, let’s just take the FLOPS from the brochure and multiply it against the bit length of the operation or something and see if that works out.” It seems like they backwards-computed that formula until they restricted the ones they wanted, and then the formula broke when the next generation came out.

The US doesn’t seem to have put the right people on this or done it in the right way to think through the problem. As a technical reviewer, I look at it and wonder: why are we not benchmarking something that considers time to complete, memory capacity, memory bandwidth, and then maybe FLOPS at the end and clock speeds? For whatever reason, that’s not what the formula is.

It blows my mind that it seems so naive to not factor in these other specs on the spec sheet when judging performance, because every application is different.

Jordan Schneider: We should explain who you are and what Gamers Nexus is.

Steve Burke: Generally speaking, we do consumer hardware-facing product reviews and benchmarks — technical analysis of computer components to help people decide whether they should or shouldn’t buy something, whether it’s accurately represented, things like that. We also do consumer advocacy reporting. We’ll take stories about companies screwing over the little guy — warranty denials, things like that.

It’s an advocacy approach where we’ll take a case from a viewer who feels they’ve been wronged by a company, then we’ll take ownership of it and see it through to the end. We try to fix it while also figuring out what went wrong.

On YouTube, we have something like two and a half million subscribers. I started it in 2008 as a website — an article-driven website. Our core team currently has four members, with eight to nine people working on stuff daily.

Tariff Mania and 21st-Century Journalism

Jordan Schneider: All right, tariffs. What was the story you guys tried to tell with that documentary?

Steve Burke: The tariff story was fun because that was a three-hour documentary — our test case for this approach. We got to the GPU story because of the tariff story, where we thought, “All right, that formula worked, let’s try that again."

The way we got to the tariffs story was through conversations I’d already been having with hardware manufacturers who were warning me of price increases. They were trying to figure out how to convey this incoming increase to an audience that would be very upset about it. We were already having those conversations when what I believe was called “Liberation Day” — those tariffs came down.

That was the day I immediately started calling everybody I knew, dating back twelve years in the industry, to see if we could get them on camera to talk about this. Everybody was freaking out because this would potentially mean — in some cases — up to 170% tariffs. It was also starting to target other countries that companies had just started moving to in order to avoid tariffs.

The topic was hot, everybody was upset, and they were willing to go on camera. The problem they ran into was, “We’re going to have to skyrocket the prices on a computer case that should be $90, and customers are going to think we’re gouging them.” In some cases that may be true — that can also happen — but it was just the right moment to try and talk to everyone.

Jordan Schneider: There were two levels that made it such compelling content. First, you had Corsair, but it was mostly small to medium-sized businesses saying, “Oh, Steve’s coming. Let me share a spreadsheet of our future cost structure.” You had these very granular case studies of what the Liberation Day numbers would mean to these companies, as well as the emotional impact of all these conversations.

People forget that when you have a new tariff number, it means an enormous amount of stress on management thinking, “Oh shit, do we need to cancel this buildout? Do these SKUs need to die? Our entire business plan is thrown out the window.” Because this number went from 3% to 50%, down to 20%, up to 25% — and every single one of them repeatedly saying, “There’s absolutely no way I’m building a factory in America. I’m not embarking on a manufacturing renaissance of PCB boards or coolant or decals or whatever, because I’m just trying to stay alive. I’m not trying to plan for the future here."

Steve Burke: Most of these companies don’t own their own factories. Even if they wanted to make products here, that’s not their decision — they don’t have the capital, and the supply chain isn’t here.

Personally, as an individual endeavor, I can take a 3D rendering of a product idea to SEG Market (赛格电子市场) in Huaqiangbei in China, show it to a guy who prints PCBs and a guy who sells capacitors and MOSFETs, and probably have a sample within a couple of days. That doesn’t exist here. That’s a problem if you want to move the supply chain, because you can’t just bring over the end product — you have to bring over all the components that go into it to avoid these tariffs.

For some companies in the story, like Hyte (a small computer case and cooler company), they decided it was easier to halt shipments to the US and move all their advertising and product sales to Germany, England, and anywhere they wouldn’t get hit with these tariffs. They focused on those markets instead.

It ended up creating the opposite of the intended effect — now you’ve got a shortage of products in the US that people really want, and prices are going up due to low supply and tariff concerns.

Jordan Schneider: It’s interesting — it doesn’t really show up in inflation if the thing doesn’t exist anymore. That was really striking. In the interview, you asked if companies might die from tariffs:

Steve Burke: “Do you think this kills some American companies? Not necessarily anyone’s here at this table.”

Guest: “Oh yeah. This is a high-stress event. This will kill some people.”

Steve Burke: That’s a good point. Even for non-owners — just someone whose job is logistics for a company — if you’re responsible for millions, tens, or hundreds of millions of dollars of product and you’ve got the company breathing down your neck not to screw it up, that’s an enormous amount of stress for something they have very little control over. It comes down to decisions like “Do we take it off the boat or send it back to China?"

Jordan Schneider: Steve, watching you take these big swings and put out two of the most remarkable pieces of journalism I’ve seen this year has been fascinating. You have this deep domain expertise, decades of connections, and experience as a live player building things and seeing the industry evolve. What has the experience been like for you and your team to bite off these stories?

Steve Burke: First, it’s always weird coming off the back of these stories because we post something about black market GPUs and US export control in China, and then in a couple of days I’m going to post a review of a computer case.

One of my friends in the industry recently said to me at a trade show, “What are you doing running around the show floor talking about computer cases?” I still enjoy that stuff — it’s fun for me, easy, and interesting. But for the audience, the biggest thing we have to navigate is that the audience isn’t fully cohesive. It’s not one big mass. You’ve got people who really enjoy these stories and people who really don’t.

What we’ve been trying to do is focus one of our two channels on reviews content. Eventually, a lot of this reporting will probably move over to GN2, which is our consumer advocacy channel. The reason is that YouTube poses a big challenge: if someone subscribed because they enjoy these pieces — tariffs and geopolitical ones — but then they don’t click on anything reviewing a CPU because they don’t care or understand it, YouTube will mark that person as having become disengaged, even if they’re actually just waiting for the content they want.

We’ve been trying to allow the audience to choose if they want one or both types of coverage. That’s been an interesting journey. There’s this background battle people don’t consider — we’re also battling with the YouTube algorithm, which nobody understands. YouTube can’t tell me how it works. They don’t know. They built it and then it went off and became the Terminator.

For the team, it’s been fun because it’s a creative challenge. It’s interesting to talk to all these different experts and learn. At the end of the day, if we want a break from the travel and these stories, we just go review a computer part, and that’s still just as fun.

Jordan Schneider: How do you monetize something like this? It’s an enormous amount of effort to pull one of these together.

Steve Burke: This one was expensive. The travel alone, not counting staff costs, was maybe $15,000. We were overseas for three weeks with a lot of flying around.

For this particular story and most of our funding, it comes from audience support — things like Patreon or our own store where we make computer building products that people can use to help build PCs or other miscellaneous items. That’s the biggest component of our revenue.

Then there’s YouTube AdSense, which is pretty small — those third-party ads that everybody hates and hopefully can skip at the beginning of a video. Finally, there’s direct ad sales where we go to manufacturers directly and offer to sell them an ad for their product, though we didn’t put any of those in this video.

Jordan Schneider: Do you think other corners of your micro-niche are interested or have taken these other swings? How do other folks conceptualize speaking to bigger stories?

Steve Burke: Micro-niche is a good phrase for this. Because we’ve been so historically embedded in benchmarking components and testing video games, a lot of the people I know and respect are in that segment. A couple of the guys I’ll shout out — Hardware Unboxed does excellent benchmarks. He’s talked to me at shows, and the paraphrase of the conversation was more or less, “You can have those stories. I don’t want them.” Fair enough — if you enjoy what you do, then sure.

I don’t think a lot of the people I know directly want to do hardware component-oriented political coverage. No one really wanted to talk about politics in any capacity. I certainly didn’t. I’m on record in a lot of videos in the past saying we’re just reporting on this as hardware-relevant news and keeping all the politics out of this particular story.

As time has gone on and especially as companies like Nvidia have become more relevant to governments, I decided it’s not only not possible to fully separate it anymore — it starts to become almost irresponsible at some point to try to keep separating it because it’s integrated.

A lot of people are just happy to benchmark computer hardware news. This kind of coverage causes a lot of new stresses or problems because you’re potentially stepping on the toes of an audience that’s thinking, “I just watch you because you talk about computer cases. I don’t want to hear you talk about Donald Trump."

Jordan Schneider: The LeBron James “shut up and dribble” mentality. But let’s do a little Steve history — did you work for your high school newspaper? Where did this come from?

Steve Burke: I did. That’s funny, I forgot about that. I also distributed a — God, I was probably 10 or 12 or something — neighborhood newspaper that I wrote for my local area. I forgot about that too until right now.

Jordan Schneider: It’s interesting, the choice to do more political coverage and reporting. There are people like Tim Ferriss who comes to mind — a very popular person who just leaned out of any of this and lost national relevance. You see folks like Joe Rogan or All-In Pod getting much more into this, and the audience excitement and interest for these types of things increasing over time.

Watching the micro-niches I follow — yours and other sports-style coverage — it’s very bifurcated. There are people who have something in their past where they wrote for a high school newspaper and are just into this, and then there are other people who say, “Look, this is not my thing. I enjoy my niche. I don’t want the smoke that comes with it."

Steve Burke: It’s very uncomfortable to get into political stuff. For me, it’s one of those situations where we’ve got a story we think is interesting to everybody, regardless of politics, but we can’t separate it from politics. There’s a chance we piss off someone who we want to come back tomorrow and watch a computer case review. That’s uncomfortable.

It can also be uncomfortable because you’re making some of those people in the audience uncomfortable — maybe they’re confronted with these reviewers now having opinions they don’t agree with about things they don’t think we should talk about. There’s validity to that.

At the same time, I feel our job is to push buttons and be a thorn in the side of big companies. If that means making some people feel a little uncomfortable with this being different — “I don’t know if I enjoy it, but I’ll try it” — that’s kind of where we want to be. We’re saying, “It’s relevant enough. Hear us out. We’ve earned your trust so far. Just hear me out."

Jordan Schneider: There are a few levels to this. One is that you’re coming at this from a consumer advocacy perspective, and you’ve been getting into arguments with Nvidia about warranties and the Bitcoin GPU situation. Having the wherewithal to pick fights with trillion-dollar companies is step one.

From the audience perspective — and let me know if you think I’m practicing what I preach here — authenticity really helps. Look, I voted for Biden and I voted for Kamala. I don’t think anyone who listens to the show is surprised by that. But that’s not what defines this show. What defines this show is that I’m really curious about China and technology. I think this stuff is important and I want to explore these issues.

Coming at it from a place of investigation and curiosity as opposed to strict advocacy — you weren’t starting from the premise that “Trump’s an idiot, let’s use this tariff story to make him look really dumb.” Your premise was, “This is a really big deal for this industry that I cover. I want to show my audience and the world more broadly what these policies are doing to these businesses.” Through that, you had a really fascinating exploration. I’m not worried about you. You’re two for two right now, Steve. It’s going to be fine.

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Steve Burke: I appreciate it. It really helps to let the people you have on just speak. Going into it with the plan of “I’m just going to ask questions and see what they say, and that’s kind of it. I’m not going to push them on their beliefs. I’ll ask more questions maybe, but I don’t really care what this person does or doesn’t believe. I just want to know what they think.”

Then we put it together with all the other stuff people think, and the audience can decide who they agree with. That approach really helps defuse a lot of it, because then you’re just coming up with good topics and going from there.

Jordan Schneider: From my perspective, I do an interview show, not “Jordan talking for an hour.” It’s much more fun for me to learn as opposed to trying to argue with someone or convince them of something. Starting from a place of curiosity is generally a good thing.

By the way, there’s another media aspect worth processing that you mentioned with the government folks — it’s the same with mainstream media reporters. They’re not coming to this having been computer nerds since they were eight years old. They’re coming to this because they were assigned to it — they became a journalist and the Financial Times or Reuters or Wall Street Journal said, “You’re on this beat right now."

The level of connections, sophistication, and specific knowledge that you can bring to these stories is really rich in a way that mainstream media and reporting has a lot going for it, but deep subject matter expertise on the part of the reporters themselves sometimes happens but isn’t really the default. Specifically when you’re talking about stories that have such an industry technical component, being able to tell them through the eyes of someone who really knows their stuff adds another level of sophistication that really shows.

Steve Burke: I used to be worried that this would be a one-hit wonder type of thing — okay, it’s pretty narrow, I happen to overlap with this expertise, but does this happen again? I don’t know. But now, you look at it — Nvidia really is the best example. They are so intertwined with government and Intel now. The government’s talking about buying 10% of AMD, and they’re in the audience for some of these things.

It seems like this line is going to continue to be blurred between tech — especially big tech companies — and government regulation in ways that are still very strange to me. I know the people who are talking to Donald Trump. I’ve met a lot of them in these different briefings, and I know them because they told me how many frames per second their product gets in this video game. Now they’re talking to him about whether this thing should or shouldn’t be banned from another country. It’s very strange still.

Jordan Schneider: It’s such a wild arc. I’m going to refer folks back to the episode on the history of Nvidia I did with Doug O’Laughlin. He was making video cards for gamers — that was 95% of his business for decades. Then crypto gave them this big capital infusion. Jensen was a man with a dream, and it turned out he was right about parallelized computing. He made the best chips in the world, which were able to make GPT-3, and then we’re off to the races.

This is not baked in, and it’s fun for you and for the broader community of people who grew up reading PC Gamer every month, thinking “Oh man, this new chip is so crazy. Let’s see if I can steal money from my parents’ wallet to buy it at CompUSA.” Now this company is probably the most important company in the world.

Steve Burke: Yeah, it’s very bizarre.

Jordan Schneider: Steve, I hear you’ve got a follow-up.

Steve Burke: Yes. The only follow-up I’ve promised to the audience so far is that we will try to find literally anybody in government to interview about GPU export controls. I don’t care who it is, what their viewpoints are, or what state they’re from. We’re trying to find any politician or someone attached to politics — attorney general, whatever — to talk about GPU smuggling, GPU black markets, and export control. We want to understand more of that political viewpoint.

I don’t know who we’ll find. It’s not really the circle I run in.

Jordan Schneider: This seems like a Gamers Nexus–ChinaTalk collaboration opportunity.

Steve Burke: Sure.

Jordan Schneider: More to come on this front. I’m really glad to have you on this beat, Steve. It’s great to have new voices. This is a really important story that has flown under the radar — investors know about it, but this isn’t something your average American has any understanding of. But it’s a big deal, and there are a lot of changes happening. I trust you more than anyone else to tell this story.

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