长春的四月像极了电话两头的恋人，激情的冷和平静的热。
        总算熬过长长的雪天，于是常让人想过早得换上，雪藏在冬许久的衬衫和短裤，展露荷尔蒙的四肢。是这样的四月天，没让我想起南方的倒春寒，唤起的是我对另一个季节的记忆。九月，秋凉。

        踏上天桥的台阶，我脚下走的每一步，桥下的车都在流动，寻常日子还在过。是这样的四月天，像让人忘了前几世纠缠的恩怨，没有那种明了失去的落寞，只有走在人群中刹那，一股说不清道不明的异样涌上来。

        很清楚的记得十八岁之前，最常和“金桂飘香”一词相遇的，不是在快要编不下去的命题作文，就是在九月的开学典礼。

        开学典礼一年两度，那时不自觉，却总会在九月的中学操场上和它相遇。
对于开学典礼，我是绝对谈不上喜欢或讨厌的。是能逃过每周一次班主任喋喋不休的班会课不错，但我还是逃不掉主席台上那个满腹官腔的老头。
        到现在我都还记得那个老头最爱用的词眼——“金桂飘香”。

        像这种大会，学生们从来都是心不在焉的，没有人会在意台上的人说了什么，他们只在意前后左右的同学说了什么。任班主任从头窜到尾，再从尾窜到头，再怎么样他也是收不住这个年纪学生的心。
        台上讲话的人结束发言，底下的学生会送来貌合神离的热烈掌声。有时，发言稿冗长，学生们也只能把热烈的掌声尽可能拖长，借此表达自己的些许不满。
        大家总想着早点结束吃饭，可总有一个老头，喋喋不休，还最爱用“金桂飘香”。

        当时的我对通篇的“金桂飘香”感到非常不满，如此寻常的事情为什么要在这么多人面前一壶接着一壶。

        十八岁以前，我想是不会有人在意，每年是否能在九月秋凉的季节和“金桂飘香”如期而遇这件事的。

        我在长春上学，八月份吃剩下的海鲜、扁食，随着划破气流“轰”的一声，这些都得等到年底才能接着吃。金桂恰巧在我离开的这段时间飘香。
        长春的冬天来得很早、很快，根本不给我多少反应的时间，就把短袖换成了厚厚的羽绒服。
初来乍到的一两年，没有对这奇久的冬天感到不快，周围的一切都是新奇的，不自觉得就忘记，要在九月的秋天里和“金桂飘香”如期而遇这件事。
        和“金桂飘香”这一别离，就是两年多。

        而最近一次与“金桂飘香”相遇，是我在休学的去年，那是我计划了很久的gap year。

        记得那天，收拾好自己，把门推开，就在弯弯绕绕的巷弄里和它偶遇了。它还是那么熟悉，可一想到我怎么长久以来都忘了要和它在九月相遇的约定，我面露窘色，场面一度像出轨的人被抓了个现行。

        回想起还和“金桂飘香”在一起的日子，才觉那真的是很美的甜蜜时光。

        台上的训导主任讲着“金桂飘香”你侬我侬的甜言蜜语。
        那是一个阴天，刚下过雨，泥土用力踩还眼看得见有点水分。校园里，红桂花、黄桂花、金桂花都在开，尽力配合着“金桂飘香”这个词眼。学生们的掌声真诚的送给台上的人，也送给“金桂飘香”。桂花作为回礼样的，也都在这些学生的青春时光里被烙上了“金桂飘香”四个字，相伴终生。
        空气中的桂花味很浓郁，让我很怀疑“金桂飘香”这一词是在阴天的时候被人创造出来的，因为这种天气，桂花的味道是最强烈的。
        香水大多都是越清淡越高级，桂花却绝不是。清淡有清淡的优雅，浓郁则有浓郁的奔放。没能赶上九月的“金桂飘香”，我回家的时候会打开冻在冰箱里那几瓶装有桂花的塑料瓶，猛吸一口，这绝对是“金桂飘香”的味道。

        阴天，桂花的味道浓郁而四散，在任何角落都能闻得见，周末放学的校门外、上课的校园里，哪都是。除了阴天的浓郁，不同天气，桂花都能带给人不一样的“秋感”。

        大晴天，烘烤过的桂花香更为清淡，带几分太阳和绿叶的味道。
        秋老虎追着桂花树跑，头顶天花板的风扇吱呀呀的响，风从一楼敞开的门窗鼓进来。明明是秋天，桂花味却带着夏天坐在教室后排旁听历史课。

        一场秋雨一场寒，南方沿海城市的秋雨，不仅下得绵密还来得频繁。
        雨其实是有味道的。泥土的味道被搅动着从地底翻了出来，桂花的味道四散在哪里都湿湿的台州。雨天在台州不要太常见，可“金桂飘香”的雨天，现在想来是很特别的。
        也有时，秋雨在午夜，早晨醒来，满地都是桂花碎。

        金桂飘香当然绝不仅体现在空气里，也在食物里温存着每一位老饕的舌尖。台州的小吃品类算是在我所认知的城市里算多的。桂花虽常作为配角，却扮演着不可替代的角色。
        洋菜糕、乌饭麻糍、山粉糊、庆糕、发糕、梅花糕、姜汁调蛋……除了这些独具台州特色的，自然还有众多南方特色的桂花汤圆、桂花酒酿、桂花糖藕……
        小孩子、大人，谁不是一口的桂花味。

        回想着与“金桂飘香”的那些甜蜜日子，这里的天气一点点转热，夏天要来，秋天也会来，但我知道今年依旧不能与“金桂飘香”如期相遇在九月……

        “你没有如期归来，这正是离别的意义”——好妹妹/《如期》

附一张台州椒江区很好吃的梅花糕的店

Since arrived in Australia, I didn’t read a lot this year. I guess I should read more in 2025. I finished four books, meanwhile, some other books are still on the half way. Anyway, the bellowing is book reviews of my 2024.

Chip War

Focusing on the foundation of contemporary technologies, the chips, this book explains well about how global chip industries and supply chains were shaped as we see today. Almost all crucial parts in the advanced chip industry are either controlled by the US or controlled by geopolitical allies of the US. Basically, people can say the industry is intended to be shaped as this. From technologies to history, and to geopolitics, this book explains the logics behind the scenes of why some global policies were made at certain levels, and potential risks of wars.

This book is extremely suitable for people interested in technologies and geopolitics.

How China Works

Having experienced the zero-covid policy and various private real estate giants, the whole world witnesses the local governments’ debt crisis and, of course, therefore the unstoppable and ominous economic downturn, after long time economic development of the P.R.C.. Now, nobody would deny this factual situation, except CCP itself. But for many Chinese living in a world where information and news are strictly censored and controlled, it’s probably hard to understand why we’re here today. This book offers the whole logic chains in the political and economic levels. It unbiasedly provides insights of the pros and cons of economic development of nation capitalism. For every Chinese who wants to know deeper about their own status quo, the economic, political and historical background must be figured out first. 

Written by Xiaohuan Lan, a professor of economics at the School of Economics, Fudan University, though, this book didn’t use any obscure lingos invented by the CCP, instead, this book uses plain language and even explains lingos very well.

Overall, it’s a highly recommended book, the best non-fiction books of my 2024. However, depending on the topics of interest, both books, “Chip War” and “How China Works,” are considered to be the best of the year. 

Wild Ride

Comparing to the former book, how China works, this book provides more detailed personal experience of doing business from the opening ups to the very recent . It also mentions some really important policies that shaped today’s P.R.C.’s economy. It is important to include policies, especially for doing business in the P.R.C., simply because the market of the P.R.C. is highly policy-oriented. The path to wealth becomes much smoother when you’re on the “right” way. 

I rate this book much lower than the others, because I’ve read a book called Red Roulette by Desmond Shum before. He was also a businessman in the P.R.C.. What is different is that he can speak fluent mandarin, which is essential in affairs between the CCP in the P.R.C. politics. Though, this book, Wild Ride, is still worthy to read.

Animal Farm

Written by the author who wrote the famous book called 1984, this book is much more overwhelming, personally speaking, especially after I know the exact year when it was published. Published in 1945 before the P.R.C. was established, whereas, it was written like a prophecy. If you know some history about the P.R.C., you can relate loads of plots with real history and real persons. Though I didn’t read a lot this year, Animal Farm is still the best fiction books of my 2024. And it is so gripping that I was still reading it in the middle of the night when I was in my bed. I just couldn’t resist to know what would happen in next. 

Come on, read this prophecy!

When I was very little, I was very nervous and terrified every time I went back to my primary school, because my teachers are very cruel, and it’s even okay to say they are evil. They would punish me for very small things by hitting, kicking, whipping or even slapping in my face. For example, I would get hit because I forgot submitting my homework even if I’ve already done it.

Weapons and Women

The weapons they used were stories. They shifted from tools to tools.

The first generation was wooden rulers, hollow iron handles of brooms, and solid wooden handles of brooms. Whereas, they all had a similar problem: bad endurance. After using them as punishing tools for many times, they would be broken, as they were originally not designed as weapons. Until now, I still vividly remember, once during the punish, the hollow iron broom handle split into halves, students whose eyes almost got hurt by the accident splinter, the terrified classmates and the gloomy weather. And I was just fearfully sitting on my own seat, watching them getting beaten, unsure of whether I would be the next. 

These weapons hurt, but not durable.

To solve this problem, the math teacher ordered a tailored, solid and iron stick. Even in the mainland China at that time, it wasn’t quite usual. Most of Chinese teachers would just use the aforementioned tools for punishing, instead of buying some special tools. But how did I know it was tailored, instead of something I didn’t know, considering I was still very young at that time? In fact, it was the woman who taught the math told us this information. She announced one day in public that after waiting for days, the stick was finally delivered, excitingly, with her big goofy smile on her ugly face and squinting eyes behind her thick glasses. The outside was made by iron. The inside of the stick was filled with some kind of concrete powder or something. Up to now, I still didn’t know what was that. It can be slightly bent with some efforts, a bit of weighty, considering its slender shape. The most important was it hurts. Hands would get swollen up every time I got beaten, much worse than rulers, because of its slender shape. 

The woman who taught mandarin also showed her creativity. She used the off-the-shelf tool: skipping rope. 

I call it the third generation of weapons. It perfectly catered the principle of what weapons would be used for punishment: endurance and pain. Personally, it’s unable to compare which one was the worst: skipping rope or the tailored stick. In the terms of shape and pain, they were quite similar. Although math wasn’t her specialty, mandarin was indeed her talent. She told us that “Although she was the one beating us and we hurt physically, emotionally she was so hurt, she didn’t feel good for beating us”. Wow, what a wonderful way to use language, huh. Now, she was even the suffer.

Parents and Punishment

Other than these I listed, I also got physically punished by different means, but I wasn’t the worst one.

The worst was one of my classmates. My teachers once publicly announced they’ve gotten the permission from his parents to beat him as a punishment. And teachers even artificially said they didn’t have the heart to do so, although they did so many times in fact. My classmate once showed me the plentiful long bruises on his back in the dormitory: they are dark, purple and red. Purple ones meant they have been for a while since the time he got hit. Dark ones meant they were getting to recover. While, red ones meant they’re so fresh. Some of them were gotten from the teachers, and the others were from his parents. What makes it more miserable was his back always had dark, purple and red ones.

I told my parents about this. The only feedback I got is “Teachers are for students’ own good”. After that, I totally gave up on resorting for their help. I knew it’s worthless and what would I get if my teachers know I told my parents. Of course, normal connections of trust between me and my parents has never been built since that.

Practice and Learn

All of these lead that every time I saw the gate of the school in distant, my heart would start pounding. I still remember vividly I sat in the back of the electric vehicle of my parents’, quietly listening the pounding of my heart and the sound of the wind streaking clearly. I kept telling myself to calm down for years. But, my heart remained pounding during those years.

Situations got slightly better after I grew up a little. The day I graduated from the primary school, I feel deeply relieved, instead of sadness. Once I read a news saying a student beat his teacher after he had graduated for years, when he accidentally run into his teacher. Of course, he said he had been terribly treated when he had been in the school. I asked myself a question after I read this news, if I had been in the same situation, would I have done the same thing? During a long period of growth, I didn’t know. What I did know is such evil thoughts had once been in my mind.

Backing to the question, I’ve been practicing this ability of keeping calm since I was in the primary school, so negative emotions wouldn’t easily and heavily affect me. It’s not a gift, it’s something through learning and practicing.

Achievement in 2023

At the beginning of 2023, I decided to started reading English books, being a method of learning English, meanwhile, and also being a means of broadening my horizons. I read one saying online said “if you’ve already established a reading habit in your native language, then reading a foreign language book to be as a tool of language-learning is possible, vice versa”. 

 

I established a reading habit when I was in college. Living under the China’s “teaching to the test” educational system, I, and I believe a lot of students like me, don’t like reading, partially because what we read are basically what the Big Brother wants and allows us to read. With my one-year observation with English, the universal and international language today, I believe the whole system just doesn’t encourage students to broaden their minds. 

 

Moreover, as CCP is tightening its control, the social and academic environment is both becoming more and more narrow. In this painful and withering process, I slowly realized that Mandarin being a language is so deeply contaminated in subconscious and hidden ways, especially for those people who use simplified Chinese. 

 

It’s like boiling the frog, yet the temperature is way too high. It’s really the time to read in English. 

 

 

 

 

Wild Swans by Jung Chang

If I have to choose one book to be the best book I read in 2023, then the book Wild Swans by Jung Chang should be the one. It was very late for me to realize the book is very famous outside of the mainland China. This book has several editions in different language. For most Chinese, I would recommend English and traditional Chinese editions, because, according to its author Jung Chang, although the simplified Chinese edition has never been officially published, and in the foreseeable future would never be, there’s a pirate simplified Chinese edition circulating in the mainland China, which is also a censored edition. The only one edition that is not censored is the traditional Chinese edition, which was published in Taiwan. So, I strongly recommend you to read the traditional Chinese edition if you think it’s bit of challenging to read the English edition.

 

You can get it via Z-lib, a website for downloading e-books for totally free, or you can get it from Amazon or Apple Book Store, if you know how. But to notice, the all pirate versions for English edition that circulate online contains several misspellings. So, reading it is kind of troublesome, although it’s not gonna impede your understanding.

 

 

Back to content itself, I think the majority of Gen-Z like me don’t fully understand the PRC’s history, especially under the strict information control by CCP. But after reading this book, every time when people talk about the China’s humiliation of history, I would think about the cultural revolution, the Great Leap Forward and other enormous political upheaval launched by Mao. How about the deaths caused by these political campaigns, because the number of deaths is dramatically higher than the killings by Japanese. 

 

Ruthless killing and invasion are truly disastrous for the whole world, but, meanwhile, does that mean those who involved in these political upheaval are way more ruthless than “disgusting” Japanese people, considering the corresponding deaths are remarkably higher, moreover, Japanese have already paid for their mistakes, while, someone’s picture is still hanging on there? This is only one very contradictory thing I realize. 

 

We learned from the history textbook that Culture Revolution is a “mistake”, which, according to my knowledge, this description about the Culture Revolution being a mistake is even changing now. Still, enormous questions and facts hasn’t been revealed. Correspondingly, justice has never been brought.

 

How this political campaign was mobilized and what’s the point for? How about the actual price for this mistake? How this deeply affected hundreds and thousands of families? How many people’s lives were ruined by this “mistake”? Did the authority really reflect on their mistakes? Such meaningful questions that have never been raised and you can never count on finding them in the textbook can now be seen in this book, and, of course, you can conclude your own answers.

 

My suggestion is every Chinese needs to learn our own history, especially for those who really think they’re patriotic.

 

There’s also one my personal assumption: in the process of reading, you may naturally compare the history to now, because you can find plentiful similarities can be shared. Then, I have a sentence that I read from the internet for you: “History doesn’t repeat itself, but it often rhymes.” by Mark Twain.

 

 

 

Red Roulette by Desmond Shum

I was so struggling when I run into a question, “What’s the best you read in 2023, if you have to choose one book?”. Although I previously recommend Wild Swans by Jung Chang being the Book in 2023, when I was still in the middle of reading it, I couldn’t decide one. This book is also overwhelming.

 

The only reason I rate this to be a secondary book in my 2023 is because it only includes a small part of era and mainly focus on Hu-Wen’s era, which is much less politically upside-down, compared to Mao’s era.

 

Red Roulette writes the recent history and hidden secrets about highest leaderships, all of which you cannot expect to find them online, even in foreign media news. It gives you a glance of how the system actually works behind the scenes. The political network, personal connections and “the red blood” are the core of ruling rules. I really like what the author, Desmond Shum, said on a podcast show: “I was like being an outsider, trying to get in insiders.” At this political point, I believe a lot of ordinary Chinese people are outsiders, ignoring the fact that we all live in China.

 

Every businessman in china is “white-glove” for the system, according to what he said on a podcast show called “百灵果” based in Taiwan he attended. To be a white-glove doesn’t need to involve high-level politics. If you’re an ordinary person, if you want to open a small business, like a small booth around the street corner, you need to bribe your local authorities for protection. And the authorities don’t need to be as big as government. You become a white-glove when you bribe the local auxiliary policeman. That says doing any business activities needs to be a part of system. Connection is so important. I have never perceived this from this angle, until I heard his words. I think, for people whoever want to do a business, this book is really helpful for comprehending the logic of business operation.

Insidious, corner of my culture

I hate body shames, discriminations, moral kidnapping and the rest, which I shouldn’t since “hate” is hatred itself, which I hate it too, hahaha, just kidding, you know what I mean. So back to the point, body shame, you’ve definitely heard of such words if you do surfing whatever your nationality is, and to be honest, it’s getting kinda one political correctness, but not all political correctnesses are harmful, at least not this one. Being who you plays a big role in the person’s mental health, which basically liberates you from anxieties, shames, insufficient-confidence, and we should be grateful for, cause our pioneers really poured their blood, sweat and tears.

Before we dive in this sort of shames, we should know that body shames basically are everywhere, they can pop up out of nowhere in everyday life, but to cover them all in this article is impossible. Maybe just let me focus on this hairiness shame this time, because summer, which is my favorite, is coming, and I wish everyone can expose their skin confidently, of course need to be legal instead of being in exhibitionism, and enjoy this beautiful season.

This sort of shames, what I’m gonna talk about here – hairiness shame, is insidious. In my perspective, it hides at the corner of our Asian culture, especially in main land China, in where we don’t really talk about sex or any topic relating sex, like STD – Sexually Transmitted Diseases, or sex education. And I know, I know there’s another shame on opposite side, lack of hairiness, but in my observation, that’s not common in my culture ,or say, not noticeable, cause lack thereof is coincidentally conforming to the culture, no sex on the surface, like an elephant in a room, ironically. Based on that cultural convention, no one will judge or even say anything about other’s body of lack of hairiness. But is that saying the lack thereof leads to no shaming situation? At least in my perspective, it isn’t, commonly it leads to the opposite side of hairiness shame, lack of thereof, but subconsciously and unobviously. To testify my suspicion, I’ll give you some real life instance later on in this article.

 

 

 

Who shames on others shames on their lack thereof

First, why I said body shame is pertinent to the sex topic? To root up this idea all is probably impossible, like a river derives from everywhere and you can’t find them all, they’re all intricately connected somehow. But there does have something you can peek through how things happened, and how come things happened. As you can see, body hair can show muscularities in some ways, and some people even consider hairy people have stronger sexual abilities or desires than others, which no evidence can prove that is scientifically true. Based on that insane fallacy, one connection between body hair and sex has been established before we perceive it consciously.

And to further, because people who have less body hair conform the main culture, they think they naturally have the right to judge people’s behaviors whose have more body hair, sometimes deliberately but sometimes unintentionally. For instance, “You’d better get a hair removal.” – I didn’t ask your advice, you’d better save your suggestions; “You’re wearing a hairy pants.” – because you’re wearing a short, getting skins more exposed and which you shouldn’t, underlaying the words; “Oh, you have lot of hair on your leg” with neutral moods – I mean, Yeah? And? What’s the point? Like I said, some conscious, some unconscious, being in such environments is not comfortable, for some individuals toxic. Like, if you’re an introvert, if you want to shut them up but indirectly and politely instead of saying “shut up, it’s not your business”, seemingly the only way you could do is put your pants and coats on and hide your skin away. And that’s ridiculous.

I don’t know if you’ve watched the movie named American Beauty or not. There’s one piece of plots that occurred me, one character, father, homophobia, named Frank in the film who eventually ironically kissed another man after a hug, named Lester, shot him to death after Lester told Frank that he misunderstood. By the way, that’s a great movie you should definitely watch if you still not. So are people who shame others on their hairiness similar to Frank? That’s a good question to me. Who shames on people’s hairiness shames on themselves’ lack thereof, what if that is true, what an irony it can be, don’t you think so?

And as I said before, no sex topics one the surface that can easily lead to the opposite side, everything can be sexual meaning, like (A) Oh, having lot of body hairs? A sex monster machine, (B) Exposing more skins? Wanting to get fucked or fuck. (C) Having more friends of the opposite sex? A slut or rack…

I mean, really? How superficial they can be?

 

 

 

Personal Story: Trauma, Healing

Okay, let me bring up some real life stories of mine to address that more clear.

First story happened in my middle school, and my “班主任”, which I know there’s no such job in western world, so I’ll just name it in English, “Head-Class”, which means a teacher who is in charges of a class, usually teaching of one of main major subjects, which in China are Chinese, Maths, English, Science, Sociology in middle school, managing students from personal behaviors to academic performances even if he or she is not the teacher of the subject(s), basically doing every school parenting things, which is literally correct since lot of parents think the only thing they need to do is to put kids into school and teachers should take care of everything educational, even their kids are not even at school.

So since he/she was way too overpowered, and considering a lot of students literally live in middle school – students cannot be allowed to back home over a half dozen days, how come? According to what I just mentioned, parents put their kids into, even in middle school, like me, even began with since elementary school. You can easily picture how bad it can be, and how easily he/she could do shitty things to you, only if he/she wanted to.

And unfortunately, my “head-class” was the exact one doing these shitty shaming things to me. So here’s the thing, my “head-class” liked nicknaming students, and most of these names were very offensive. Like if your Chinese name is “Xiaoming Li” and you have obvious leg hairs, he would name you as “腿毛明”, in English that means “leg hair Ming”, the end of part of this FUNNY nickname derives from part of your name. And he would call your nickname in public with his crooked smile, which he might think he’s funny, but I don’t get the point. To prevent that shitty things occurred to me, I’d never show my legs in public. To be honest, I wasn’t afraid of, but I just didn’t want to be the center of attentions, and luckily I didn’t.

At that moment, even I’d not formed my value view completely, I’d already known that was offensive. And even though the shitty thing didn’t happen to me directly, but it did prevent me from wearing shorts till I was in college, I finally had enough courage and confidence to put my shorts on after the battle of self-minds and self-healing. Yeah, didn’t do any therapy. Thinking back on, the reasons I didn’t stand out to point out the ridiculous and offensive are probably attributable to the environment and my age, the environment way too pressured, me way too young. As for now, who would give a fuck to, and probably give a lesson to.

 

 

 

Sheep

I healed my trauma, but some don’t still now, probably forever. Some of them still obsess with the hairless, joking about hairiness unconsciously, such as suggesting you do a hair removal out of nowhere or using the offensive words “毛裤”, which in English means “hairiness pants”. Okay, till now I still don’t get the point, is that hilarious? How come that can show your humor in that way? It’s mostly like I standing in front of someone, and then he/she tells me that I have one mouth, two eyes, two ears. And what’s the point or what do they expect me to reply? Maybe they would like this one – Okay, you know what? I have no idea about that! You’re a genius. And you should probably tell me MORE about it!

So, here’s anther solution, if you want to fight it back with your manners. Next time you come across such situations, you can use the Chinese word “青龙”, for male, ”白虎”, for female, both which are using for describing people body-hairless or barely having body hair, to fight it back if you don’t wanna give them a serious lesson, showing your wide-knowledges by lots of Chinese don’t even know that. And these words are not that offensive depending on the way the tone you speaking. Yeah, show them real humor and hit them back.

I thought joking their bodies is the privilege of the adolescents, turns out, I was wrong. Some of them still think having more body hair is funny. But that’s okay, even they’re still not grown-ups, the good thing is you’re a grow-up now, who knowing what’s correct and what isn’t. Healing from that trauma makes me care less about shits.

 

 

Recommendation: A Love Letter to Summer

I love summer, let me share some my treasure with you. To me, they’re a love letter to summer.

The Movie: Blue Gate Crossing; 蓝色大门
The Song: A Little Step, featuring Cheer Chen, album Groupies; 陈绮贞 -《小步舞曲》 – 《吉他手》

At the end of the article, wish you have a nice experience in summer, and get more skins exposed!

 

“To Cure Sometimes, To Relieve Often, To Comfort Always.”
“有时治愈 常常缓解 总是安慰”

 

前言

之前写了一篇《胆碱能性荨麻疹自救参考》反响还不错，居然真的收到了表示感谢的邮件。不得不说，这给我提供了编写这一篇内容的动力。所以，今天让我来说说除了自身免疫系统之外，另一大疾病类型——感染，说的更具体一些，感染中的真菌感染。

不过，和过往任何一篇医学相关文章一些，首先是一些警示和免责申明。

⚠️本人并不具备任何医学相关专业背景，以下内容不可作为医疗建议使用，请仅供参考。本人不负责任何法律责任。

⚠️本篇文章目标人群是免疫系统正常的人群，罹患一些先天性或后天性的免疫系统疾病或免疫系统异常的人群，请勿参考文章内的任何部分，请务必遵循医师的专业建议。

 

 

诊断

感染的三大类，真菌感染、病毒感染、细菌感染，其中皮肤的病毒感染性状最易区分，其具体表现、也最常见的就是各类“疣”，“跖疣”、“丝状疣”、“扁平疣”、“尖锐湿疣”……都属于病毒感染中HPV感染这一类，根据生长位置以及性状表现的不同，他们的名称也不一样，有兴趣的可以去看看图片，很好辨别。

难以辨别的就是真菌感染和细菌感染了，甚至有些时候缺乏经验的医师都会判断失误。

我倒是可以告诉你一些判断技巧，首先细菌感染导致的毛囊炎，往往独立分布，不会出现连成一片的情况，此外，细菌感染一段时间后皮下会出现黄白色的脓液，而真菌感染往往脓液不多或者取而代之的是各类渗出液和糜烂。

还是不好判断是吧，如果你的病情没有那么严重，而且现实情况也不能支持你去医院就诊，你倒是可以尝试在皮肤的某一小块“做做实验”，不过切记不可大面积使用，万一不是细菌感染的话，这样使用会加重病情。

实验方法很简单，拿点抗生素软膏（不能含激素 最好是非复方药物）按说明书上的方法使用2-3天，类似于莫匹罗心之类的常见抗生素软膏都可以，如果2-3天后没有任何好转、甚至加重了，我敢说，十有八九就是真菌感染了。你最好找时间去医院找医生开一个真菌镜检，检查一般很快就能出结果。

如果你确诊了真菌感染，我建议你去搜索看糠秕孢子真菌毛囊炎或者马拉色菌毛囊炎，相关图片容易引起不适，我就不放了。如果你发现图片和你的情况长得差不多，那么看来你完全就是本篇文章的目标人群。

另外，需要注意的是，虽然毛囊炎大体上可以被分为细菌感染和真菌感染，不过也会出现并和感染的情况，这种情况我还是推荐你听从一些有经验的医师的建议，不要再盲目自己身体上搞实验了，一般来说会优先考虑治疗当前发展状况更严重的感染。

 

 

治疗 – 概览

首先，你需要和我之前一样调整心态，毕竟这将会是一段不时间短的治疗历程，一般来说需要2-3个月的治疗。我知道皮肤大面积的性状改变会让人感到不愉快和焦虑，这可能会加重你的精神压力，或许你需要正念冥想、转移注意力等方式调整心态，因为心态的变化对这类疾病的治疗也一样重要。

但说起来真菌感染的传染力并不那么强，之所以会出现感染，你或许可以考虑是否是近期免疫力下降或生活环境不卫生等原因导致的。免疫力下降的因素可能有很多，切记不要把真菌感染与HIV联系起来，他们两者之间没有绝对关系（我看不少资料和社交媒体上都在提及糠秕孢子真菌感染时提到了HIV），不要恐“艾”，不要加重精神负担。

关于马拉色菌/糠秕孢子真菌你需要知道的是，他们以皮肤分泌的油脂为“食”。本属的物种自然存在于人和动物的皮肤上，该属物种有时会造成机会性感染。以马拉色菌属中秕糠马拉癣菌种为代表案例的感染，它尤其存在尤其是存在于脂腺发达的地方。

此外，糠秕孢子真菌不仅可以导致毛囊炎，一部分的花斑癣也是由其导致的，花斑癣另一种致病菌则为球型马拉色菌。

 

治疗 – 药物

药物的选择上主要有两个方向，抑制皮脂腺分泌油脂和抗真菌药物。前者通过抑制真菌所需要的养分的产生，进而抑制真菌的生长繁殖，后者直接对抗/杀死真菌。

可使用的药物如下（不完整）：

• 异维A酸/维A酸（口服）
• 维A酸乳膏/阿达帕林（外用）
• 广谱抗真菌药物（口服）
• 伊曲康唑、艾沙康唑（等各种“康唑”类）
• 广谱抗真菌药物（外用）
• 硝酸咪康唑乳膏
• 盐酸特比萘芬
• 硝酸奥昔康唑乳膏

 

让我一个个来说。

⚠️如果你近一年有备孕计划（无论男女），你都不能使用异维A酸和维A酸乳膏等类似药物，这类药物有很强的致畸风险（外用稍微好些）！也就是说，用完这类药物之后一年内不可以怀孕或为其提供精子。不仅如此，部分研究表明，服用异维A酸会产生不可逆的皮脂腺及黏膜分泌减少，简单来说就是皮肤会很干。当然，他们还有别的副作用，具体的请听村医师建议或查看相关说明书。个人的建议是，如果外用抗真菌药物效果不错的话，就不要再增加药物了。

广谱抗真菌药物（以伊曲康唑为例），其实就我个体体验来说，效果并不明显。况且这货有一定的肝毒性，如果你一定要长期用（1-2个月就算长期了），你最好定期去医院查一下肝功能，对了，如果你对自己的身体情况不了解，使用前也需要去医院检查肝功能之后再使用。针对与伊曲康唑这个药，我再给你说一个可能会颠覆你认知的事，口服时，为了达到最好的疗效，你不能空腹服用，吃完饭之后最好搭配可乐或者橙汁一起服用🤯。这可不是我乱说的，在酸性的环境下可以增加伊曲康唑的吸收。——来自wikipedia

抗真菌药物乳膏类中，可见不少本来用于治疗脚气、股藓等我都罗列到这上面了，因为确实本质功能上他们都类似。但是我就我单个个体经验来看，其中硝酸奥昔康唑乳膏效果最好，其他广谱抗真菌药物针对于马拉色菌导致的毛囊炎效果并不明显。

总结，个人看来，仅有抗真菌药物乳膏类（硝酸奥昔康唑乳膏）是必要的，其他的除非是医生建议或者你的病情比较严重才考虑使用。

最后，你可能会考虑经济上的问题。硝酸奥昔康唑乳膏虽然效果很好，淘宝就能买到，但是价格却算不上平价，特别是当你还是学生或者没有缴纳职工社保，伊曲康唑是走不了医保的。虽然单支硝酸奥昔康唑乳膏并没有让人高攀不起，但是考虑到往往需要2-3个月的治疗，以及马拉色菌导致的毛囊炎很有可能是大面积的，总体算下来你需要使用的药量并不少的。

结合其他药物的风险性，除了病程严重期，除了硝酸奥昔康唑乳膏我并不是很推荐你使用。

 

 

预防和防复发

相比药物的使用，我认为做好预防自体传播和防复发更为重要。首先来复习一下初中科学，传染病的三大要素，传染源（病原体）、传播途径、宿主。只要切断传播链中任何一段都可以中止传染病的发生。

和脚气一样，真菌感染头疼就头疼在其“根深蒂固”，需要长时间的治疗，所以很有可能这一块皮肤还没好，另一块又开始了。我认为大多数人的最大的问题就是没有实践好卫生这一概念。包括我家里人在内的老一辈都认为手洗的一定比机器洗的更干净，或许从肉眼上来看你们是对，毕竟一些比较顽固的污渍、油渍洗衣机不一定能很好的清洁。但如果以微生物的角度来看，传统的手洗一定是比不上一套完整的洗烘流程的。

我敢说，如果你有条件请严格遵顺我下面的步骤，你的免疫系统正常，正确且坚持使用药物两个月，你的情况一定能好转的。

1. 所有的贴身衣物换下来用开水浸泡5-20分钟（随你喜欢），水最好漫过衣物。不用担心开水会损坏衣物，因为你的贴身衣物正常来说就是要定期更换的，既然如此，那么坏了就换。
2. 浸泡完后，放入洗衣机，根据量加入洗衣液、洗衣消毒液（威露士之类的），如果你的洗衣机有高温洗的功能请开起此项功能（60度就很够了，不需要开到80度及以上）。
3. 洗完后及时放到烘干机内烘干，现在绝大多数烘干机都有紫外线消毒功能。如果没有烘干机的，万分推荐有条件的去添置一台，价格不用很贵两三千的就很够用了。如果是租房不方便或者学生党的话，请挑大晴天洗衣物，衣服可以放几天再洗，但是洗完就要立刻晒干/烘干。

遵顺以上步骤，集齐高温(充足的时间)、消毒液、紫外线、干燥条件，可以说就算上面还残留💩，那也是干净的💩。

内裤和袜子其实是同理的，只要你心里能过得去那道关，恭喜你从无尽的家务事中解脱出来了。

 

 

结语

其实这篇文章不仅仅是针对马拉色菌毛囊炎，任何的真菌感染，都有可以借鉴的地方，而其中的预防和防复发板块是最重要的，可以说，这是我从疾病中学到的最重要的一件事。

而现在，无论现在看到这篇文章的你正处于病程的哪一阶段，调整好心态，它不难治愈，不要让生理健康影响了你的健康。

Love&Peace

 

 

Reference

马拉色菌属 – wikipedia

伊曲康唑 – wikipedia

异维A酸 – wikipedia

亚热带的从六七月开始，潮湿和高温让人觉得闷热。可是狂风暴雨后的晚风又那么得温柔。

 

 

潮湿

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很久未见的朋友跟我说，从加州回来之后鼻炎就又犯了，他极度怀疑是湿度的原因，说这里的空气潮湿得能用手抓出水。

 

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有些台风来的很凑巧，暴雨赶上晚自习上课的点，一票男生女生在宿舍里进退两难，几个运气好的有伞可以撑。可是有没有伞都没好到哪去，狂风吹飞雨伞、掀起衣襟，水的张力又让衣服紧紧贴住后背。一路赶到教室的男生衣服裤子能出水、女生头发可以下雨，班级一阵潮湿。

 

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夏天会有太阳雨，这边洒太阳、那边落大雨。大都下不久，大太阳也能很潮湿。

 

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顶着最高温的午后骑行在亚热带的道路树荫下，手臂上一层水膜。

 

 

 

 

高温

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新闻台里的高温或许是不存在于某些学生时代的。五六月的午后太阳最毒、篮球场上能闻得见塑胶味的时候，吃完午饭还能见得到几个男生追着球跑。高温中暑，大概是下辈子的事情。

 

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杭州的高温从早就开始了，早晨七八点从酒店出来就顶着三十七八的太阳，高温让昨晚熬夜的人被晒得犯恶心。

 

 

 

 

闷热

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夏天的雨来得猛、来得快，可又总是坚持不了多久，站在下午一阵太阳雨过后的水泥路上闷热得像在蒸桑拿。

 

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学生时代的闷与热大概率不是午后，是夜自修进门后发觉学校不到时间不给电的空调，全班人都被闷热卡喉。我也不想上晚自习，全当过泼水节，一个劲的往地板上、黑板上一脸盆一脸盆地泼水。风扇吱呀，凉快一阵，水汽蒸发，闷热感再次袭来。

 

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夏天有时突然大雨，雨后好一阵闷与热

 

 

 

 

雨

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亚热带夏季的雨来得迅猛，打的人措手不及。倾盆大雨是说来就来，躲是来不及躲的，从这个屋檐下跳到另一个屋檐下，索性在这暴雨里跳《小步舞曲》。

 

雨·碎片2

在这里，每年总是会和台风天不期而遇。在它真正到来前，风已然变得狂躁，打开房间前后的门窗，让空气对流，这是这个夏天少有的清凉时刻。

 

 

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夏天的雨多是雷阵雨，暴躁又短暂。

 

 

 

 

晚风

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狂风暴雨后是格外温柔的晚风。

 

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太阳暴晒后的路面，晚风都是热热的。

 

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从长发的女生旁擦肩而过，洗发水的味道带来亚热带季风。男生从篮球场走出，掀起亚热带大风。这是独属于青春的晚风味道。

本篇文章完成于2022年8月30日之前，具有一定的时效性。请以办理业务当下运营商给出的信息为准。本文以读者对携号转网和eSIM有一定的了解为阅读基础。

简单的来说，携号转网即一项号码不变、仅改变运营商的通讯业务。而eSIM则是让硬件支持eSIM的终端（电话/手机/平板等）不再需要插卡即可上网、通话。

如果需要了解这两项业务的更多细节，可以查阅相关资料，本文内容以记录+注意事项为主。

 

记录篇

之前因为上学和日常的需要，同时在使用两张电话卡，一张充当流量卡、一张作为主号码用于拨打电话，与此同时，家里的宽带还绑定了三张电话卡，两张给家里人用，一张留白。等于说，我名下实际是有五张电话卡的，所以趁着这次机会正好调整一下现有的通讯套餐。

促使这篇文章诞生的契机是突然有一天，那张流量卡（北京的号码）因为“断卡2.0行动”莫名其妙暂停使用了，并且按照电信所说的步骤也无法恢复正常（App Store上对应的官方恢复app下骂声一片），于是无奈前往电信营业厅。

和业务员交谈的过程中得知是可以把联通的号码通过“携号转网”的方式转到电信，并作为副卡绑定至宽带的套餐内的，这时我动了心思。其实我早就听闻“携号转网”，大致就是在不用变更电话号码的情况下更换运营商，除了需要操心一下新运营商套餐和旧运营商违约金的问题，其他例如微信、支付宝等平台绑定的手机号码都不需要操心。“携号转网”算是从2019年末正式实行，到现在已有两三年的时间了，我也好奇这项由工信部推广、不少人叫好的业务具体落地如何。

与此同时，相比于只需办理携号转网的人群，我还需要多担心一个问题——eSIM。因为我购买的Apple Watch是蜂窝版的，有独立使用的需求，所以如果从联通转入到电信，我常用号码不能使用eSIM的一号双终端（具体后面会解释）就十分的尴尬了。

如同预料的一般，小城市（坐标浙江台州）里的电信业务员果然是不知道eSIM的，表示是第一次听说。我下载了电信的官方app，将位置定位到我所在的城市，确认了本城市是支持开通eSIM服务之后，我向她解释起了什么是eSIM。听完她才想起来她好像有一位同事用的也是Apple Watch蜂窝版，我们来回沟通了三四个电话，确认了各项事宜后，中间因为历史遗留问题，我在电信系统里的信息错误，才导致我来回跑了好几趟电信和联通的营业厅才成功办理。

当然，正常情况下如果你需要办理携号转网（联通到电信）的话，根本不用这么麻烦。运气最好只需要去一次转入的那一家运营商的服务网点就可以直接帮你办理了。如果因为一些优惠没有到期，需要提前取消的原因，那你需要先去转出的那一家办理取消，再去转入的那一家就可以办理了。如果两家运营商距离不远，我还是建议你先去转入的那一家确认后，再办理后续业务。

就实际体验而言，虽然接待我的（电信）业务员在eSIM的业务上不是很清楚（情有可原），但接待的态度很好，沟通起来也很顺利。就连我最担心的联通转出业务办理，也很顺利，不到两分钟的时间就帮我办好了，还不用排队。

因为携号转网和eSIM都算不上什么常规业务，其实作为“过来人”发现还是有一些信息差值得分享的。

 

 

注意事项

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首先，携号转网虽然已经在全国推行两三年，但因为三大运营商争夺用户，不同运营商放行松紧程度也不一致，可能会存在部分地区部分运营商会“卡”用户，不被放行的用户可以尝试工信部投诉，往往有奇效。

其次，eSIM并非全国各地都支持，在办理前需要查询你号码所在的归属地是否支持办理eSIM。就eSIM服务而言，三大运营商中，联通用户体验/服务最好、电信其次、移动最差。截止至今，移动（似乎）仍不支持独立eSIM（eSIM分两种 后面解释）。

最后，由于各地资费标准不同，后文未提及全国的都以本人所在的城市（浙江台州）为标准，各地详细的标准请以当地运营商信息为准。

 

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从联通或移动需要支付违约金才可办理携号转网至电信的用户，电信可为用户报销最高300元的违约金，需要用户提供违约金的发票或者收据。

 

2
办理任何携号转网的号码，未来120日以内无法办理携号转网。也就是说120日内不存在“后悔药”。

3
携号转网大约会在最近整点过几分生效。例如，用户在11点半左右完成办理携号转网，那么在当日的12点过几分，号码的运营商就会发生变更。

4
转出前的运营商（联通）内还存有话费的，可在下一个月份的5号左右（其实也不一定 但是一定能退）去往营业厅携带身份证领取余额。

5
携号转网的号码可以直接加入现有套餐内作为副卡，超出套餐内的副卡数量上限会按照套餐标准进行收费。

6
套餐内的主号码和副卡不能对调顺序。一般办理的套餐往往会绑定宽带，你也不能通过先拆后装的取巧方式完成主副卡的对调（查得严）。

 

7
eSIM可以分为两种，一种叫一号一终端/独立eSIM，一种叫一号多终端。虽然后者叫多终端，但大概率是仅支持两台终端的，首先条件，本人并未测试过三台及三台以上的终端同时使用。

两者的区别，正如其名，前者「一号一终端/独立eSIM」跟平时大家用的手机号除了不需要插卡以外，其他并没有什么区别。而后者「一号多终端」能同时独立使用相同的号码，并且共享该号码下的套餐。「一号多终端」的实现方式是，一台终端插电话卡，一台终端使用eSIM。

 

8
现在绝大部分家庭宽带都与手机号码的套餐绑定，往往一个套餐内会有多个号码，一个为主卡，其他为副卡。下表以此为例，看看目前三大运营商，对套餐内主副卡的eSIM服务支持情况。

联通套餐内的副卡是否能开通一号双终端，受限于本人条件，暂时未知，具体前往营业厅或者拨打联通电话进行查询。根据目前已知信息，本人瞎猜联通对于eSIM的态度，可能大概率也是支持的。

所以只要用的不是移动，你都是可以使用Apple Watch蜂窝版中「为家庭成员设置」对进行Apple Watch进行家人共享绑定的。

 

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三大运营商的一号双终端eSIM全国资费都为10元/月。但「独立eSIM」的资费各有不同，具体请参见各运营商给的详细信息。

其中，以中国电信（浙江台州）为例，「一号双终端eSIM」在Apple Watch上需要且仅能通过iPhone上的watch.app进行开启，开启后不仅会开通「一号双终端eSIM」而且会同时开通「一号一终端」，你能查到你名下多了一个号码，并且据说，多出来的这个号码是不占用同一个运营商下一人只能开五张卡的限制的。但这个多出来的号码是否能正常使用对此我存疑，理论上来说，想要使用这个号码的话，是需要去营业厅要这个电话卡的实体eSIM卡的。

资费方面，因为同时开启了两项eSIM服务，所以收费是10+19元/月，但又因为同时开启这两项服务之后，电信会自动给你一项超长期优惠，十几二十年的那种，免去10元/月的「一号双终端eSIM」资费，最后折算相当于在优惠期间内收19元/月的费用。

相比于电信，联通就是十分简单了，直接收10元/月，不会多出来一个号码，不会有什么别的额外收费，简简单单。也是基于这一点，我才有了eSIM服务方面联通>电信>移动这个排名。

 

 

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疫情当下，行程码成了出行的必备，理论上你到访过哪，在运营商那边会有一份记录，所以仅在理论上携号转网是“存在”可能让你的行程码重置的。但很明显，这份记录并不只这一份，携号转网后查看行程码，你可以看到“xx市，携号转网前到访过：xx市、xx市”这样的提示。

 

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也不知道到底是什么原因，刚转入时，能感知得网速慢，听歌都卡的那种（虽然Apple Music的无损音质码流也是高的）。但仅过一段时间后就可以恢复正常，并且仅过长时间使用也没有再出现过信号没有问题但网速不佳的情况。

 

最后，宽带到期后续费可以直接上门找营业厅，不要和上门所谓的业务员签协议，特别是年轻人不在家的时候……

 

 

参考资料

蜂窝版Apple Watch一卡双终端和家人共享独立eSIM的设置方法

*文中充斥大量不正确“抗台”操作，阅读本文的各位小朋友请勿模仿。

 

 

最近有一阵台风，台风天对我来说是夏天必来的常客。年年夏天，台风都会带着东海上的水汽来给热到不行的城市来一场急速降温。

 

台风天前往往都会有很好的天气，艳阳天高照，南方高大的树错落在城市的四通八达。绵绵蝉鸣，骑行在树荫下，耳机里随便放点歌，浪漫、美好的情调一下就出来了。

我对台风还是说不上不喜欢的、乃至对台风的到来会有些许的期待。实在是因为近年来的台风绝大多数时候并不会对我所居住的城市造成非常大的经济损失或者人员伤亡，相反的，强烈的风和猛的雨会带来好些天的清凉。

小时候唯一印象比较深、对台州造成比较重大的经济损失和人员伤亡的是小时候的“云娜”台风，但随着越来越好的城镇化和政府的防台风工作，至少现在“台风天”对台州椒江的老百姓而言，已然没有当年那种提心吊胆了。我们当地还有种迷信的说法，说是那年之后有位老婆婆去庙里祈福，自那之后，台风再也没有对台州造成很大的破坏。

 

台风来临前两天的风是最爽的，可以选择打伞和自然小小的博弈下，也可以任凭高速的风贯穿身上的短袖短裤。狂风远不至于让人吹走，但双耳能明确的感受到它“呼呼”的风。感受着它，心里总会升起一丝的自由和浪漫。

 

 

身体的新陈代谢随着年龄的变化势不可挡的被放慢，保持运动这个真理慢慢成了迫不得已的现实。在健身房做无氧的时候，因为是室内，是没什么空气流动的。在家不一样，可以任我把窗门打开，风从几个房间穿堂而过，台风前的风正适合这么干。呼啸的风给播着歌的HomePod配和声，在陈升、莫文蔚的声音里撸着铁，亚热带生活里闪现一些新浪漫。

我从初中开始骑自行车上下学，那时候还没有共享单车的概念，骑的是那种有固定还车点的城市公共自行车。公共自行车点是密集的，常能看见工作人员维护、调拨这些公共自行车，基本上不会出现没车用的情况。而在“共享单车”这个概念横空出世、“红”遍大街小巷时，对我来说，这个变化准确了来说像是生活变得更加“方便”一些，而不是“方便”和“很不方便”之间的区别。

 

上了高中之后，从学校到家的距离就更远一点。学校在市区的“东北角”，家在西南角。说不上太远，骑快一点，大约二三十分钟，骑得慢一点，大约三四十分钟。严寒和酷夏的大多数周末放学，也都是选择骑行回家。

骑行是一种非常“自由”的出行方式，而家和“学校”的位置恰巧给了我穿行市区所有大路小路的机会，骑行时我会故意选择没有走过的路，从市区的主干道到偏僻的小路能走的我都走。工厂门口那只大黑狗、二中旁边长这些青苔的路、几家从门店看起来就挺有意思的小店、最近多出来马路口的遮阳亭、有卖梅花糕的报亭、还在修的马路和没人的夜晚的加油站……

南方的夏天非常热，我们那的方言有一句“日头夹去越猛的”，讲的就是太阳非常的晒人，太阳底下的空气也是炙热。但只要不是正中午的时候，我都还是能骑自行车的。除了我比别人稍微抗晒一点点以外，主要是因为南方的绿化都很好，树长得都很大，道路两旁边的树足以让整条路都填满绿阴。骑在这样的路上是不大会觉得热到受不了的，有时一阵强风吹拂，只觉得是温温热的夏日午后。

 

 

这些事情在我生活在台州、杭州的时候，从未意识到它们的“特别”，让我慢慢产生自行车“情节”的，是在我去了长春之后。

去长春之后，我就几乎不骑自行车了。大一的时候，我可能根本没有意识到这件事。对长春的交通我常常抱有疑问，这个疑问总是“为什么长春的交通那么乱？为什么不礼让行人”，我没有意识到的疑问是“为什么长春没有非机动车道？”。

长春能玩能逛的地方不多，对于绝大多数大学生，能选择的出行方式只有公交、打车、走路。有的地方并不远，也算不上近，这样的时候，能选择的出行方式往往只有打车或走路。在长春将近半年的冬天里，能选择的出行方式让我倍感“受限”。而值得一提的是，至今为止，长春的公交车仍未支持银联、Apple Pay或任何其他互联网支付方式。

东北地区人口流失的情况是众所周知的，别的地区我不好说。长春，仔细听听走在路上的学生们，你有时可以听到他们在讲“长春的坏话”，我身边的朋友几乎没有说想要毕业之后留在长春的。而相反的，我途径沈阳的时候，沈阳给我的感觉是好的。

 

 

移动互联网的发展让外卖行业蓬勃发展，现在去任何一个城市，你在路上都能看见外卖员骑着电瓶车飞驰得风风火火。但没有非机动车道的城市，外卖员只能和机动车“抢道”，光在学校门口，我就见到了几次两辆电瓶车对撞。

长春怎么没有非机动车道呢？

 

在杭州时候有一段挺有意思的求职经历，那个时候我已经有了自己的博客网站，所以在制作简历的时候自然把我的个人博客也写在了上面。博客上除了一些关于影视制作和科技技术一类的文章，还有很多我对这个世界的观察日记。

 

记得当时面试其中一家公司的时候，公司后期部门总管、HR、老板轮番上阵。其中老板和HR看样子是认真看过我的博客的。她们对于我既能写出在她们看来非常“理性”的文章，也能写出非常“细腻”的文字这件事感到惊奇，并由此我们展开了关于自学、工作、爱好、自由等等话题。

结束面试后，她们给我发来了offer。但出于钱太少的原因，我最终并没有选择她们公司。“钱少”我是事先就清楚的，只是作为“保底”的心态去参加面试的。虽然缘分未到，我还是很感激她们能有耐心去访问我的网站。

但并不是所有公司都如此，求职一直都是双向的选择，也有很少部分公司看起来就很“敷衍”的。给人的印象就是，进门第一件事就是让你填表，而不是第一时间去了解你这个人。

 

当然，去面试的公司，没看过你在简历上写上的个人网站，这不意味着这家公司一定就不“重视”你。

 

在杭州的时候，最终有缘的那家公司，在那段工作的时间里倒没有很明显的感觉。但结束“休学”回到学校，从以前的那些同学、现在的“学长学姐”他们口中听闻了一些求职的趣闻，才发觉，我好像在这个大环境里算“过得还不错”？另一件事，而比起实习工资，大家更爱谈论的是正式工资也是真的。

我之前所在的公司，劳务是按照工作内容自己上报然后审批结算的。休学的时候正值疫情后的复工时期，能接到的项目不算多。在能接到的项目中，我虽然做了不少工作，但是还是有很多的劳务结算，心想算了就当“买就送”和“优惠价”不上报了。但就是这样，回到学校大家都开始找工作了，我才发觉，其实最后算下来的“平均工资”并不算少，要知道，那时候我别说“毕业证”，就连一个“结业证”都没有，非要说有什么证件要求的话，那就是“无犯罪记录证明”了……

虽然简历都是同一份，但那家公司也是在最开始的阶段不知道我有个人网站的。直到其中有位比较年轻老板偶然间发现，才惊呼，“你还有自己的网站？！”。

 

国内个人网站并不盛行，而国外，据我了解的许多求职者都会在简历上附上自己的个人网站。

那些不知道如何简历上写什么的同学，一个属于自己的个人网站或许是一个不错的选择。